26. THE NEXT POPE WILL BE THE ANTI CHRIST

     As I mentioned somewhere back in the blog, 3 1/2 years ago in my previous blog during the time I was receiving direct personal messages from God, my fingers would sometimes do strange things while I wrote.  Once while intending to write, "I wouldn't be surprised if a pope were to be the anti christ," what I actually wrote was, "The next pope will be the anti christ."  I've admitted I was probably stoned when I wrote this so wasn't sure afterwards if it was a message from the Holy Spirit or satan.  After my 3 year trial for doing things wrong, I'm trying to get it right this time around and have kicked the bad habits I'd let back in. The gifts haven't returned yet but I'm expecting them soon.
     Roman Catholicism is a combination of the first pagan religion of Babylon, founded by Nimrod's wife and mother Semiraimis after Nimrod's death, and christianity.  It has many carry overs from paganism and serious distortion of God's church throughout.
     The pope won't be the anti christ, he's religious not political but he would be in an ideal position to be the false prophet, then there're the other two, the anti christ, and the beast or satan.  There's a rumor floating around that Jesus named the anti christ as pronounced barak obamah.
     I've researched this a bit and it's a stretch but here's what I've found: Luke 10:18 "He (Jesus) replied, I saw satan fall like lightning from heaven."  The Hebrew word for "lightning" is "baraq," pronounced barak, and "heights" in Hebrew is "bamah."  With the wrong conjunctions, "lightning from heaven could be pronounced "barak obama."  The author of the article I read says though that putting in the correct conjunctions and going back to Aramaic, (a language related to Hebrew but not a form of it), which Jesus would have used, he would have said, "birqa' min shamaya."
     As previously mentioned, I don't watch tv or read a paper but I've just learned but not confirmed that our president is forbidding military personnel from having a Bible, is the first president to target individuals for killing, including a 16 year old American citizen accused of nothing - I've heard that elsewhere, he was the son of a suspected terrorist and killed before he might grow up and retaliate-, a look at headlines on facebook news, "Obama defies federal judge, makes massive move to destroy the constitution," "Obama announces new law that unleashes martial law onto all American citizens," etc.  I'd previously written of my personal experience with violation of constitutional rights and the fact that Dr. Keyton says Hillary Clinton is under guidance of a Jezebel spirit.  Hilary and Obama are very close.  I've long thought that America is the great Babylon mentioned in Revelation, "the land that sits on many waters."
     ZEC 11:17 "...May the sword strike his arm and his right eye! May his arm be completely withered, his right eye totally blinded." and REV 13:3 "One of the heads of the beast seemed to have had a fatal wound, but the fatal wound had been healed.  The whole world was filled with wonder and followed the beast."  If Obama recovers from a serious head wound, is left blinded in the right eye with a withered arm, he'll be our man.  Let's watch for that.
     The pope will be in Washington in late September as the blood moon and numerous other events converge.  Brace yourselves my friends.
   

In His service, a Misfit Child of God

25. SIGNS AND WONDERS, THE BLOOD RED MOON

Edit 7-8-15  I predict the Blood Moon will be a very good thing for the Jewish people.




     Genesis 1:14 And God said, "Let there be lights in the vault of the sky to separate the day from the night, and let them serve as signs to mark sacred times, and days and years."
     Acts 2:22 "...Jesus of Nazareth was a man accredited to you by miracles, wonders and signs, which God did among you through him..."
     Acts 4:30 "Stretch out your hand to perform signs and wonders through the name of your holy servant Jesus."
     I'm not going to attempt to do a comprehensive list here but we see throughout the Bible the phrase, "signs and wonders."  As I'm writing this, relevant information seems to be coming to me at just the right time, I'll do a bit of research and it ties in.  As I've previously shared, I don't watch tv or read the newspaper.
     If you're following the blog, on a personal level, things are coming together for me and I'm getting some peace.  I think the treasure I'm seeking per the Healing House prophets and the breakthrough per Dr. Keyton have to do with my personal relationship with God.
     I've mentioned previously experiencing a tiny prophetic experience about a family situation and word of knowledge after my baptism in the Spirit, but these gifts went latent as I went astray.  I've learned that prophetic insight is given based on an individual's sphere of influence.  At this writing, I have no active gifts but I suspect God will soon be giving me prophetic ability in a big way. Readership is at a trickle now but could go international.
     Throughout the blog, I've been joking about finding a wife.  This is a very real issue for me as co dependency is one of the wounds I've carried from a childhood with a horribly abusive father, but according to the list from the Healing House prophets, these are being healed.  I put that list at the bottom of LEVELS OF UNDERSTANDING / FIRST RAY.  Perhaps I shouldn't be joking about my search for a woman in this forum, but I received the message from Jesus also in that list to use some humor and lighten things up a bit.
     I'm relaxing on this issue as well.  God is putting some attractive possibilities in my life.  I've heard the phrases, "suitcase ready," and "ready to move at the snap of God's fingers."  I think it could be just a matter of days until God will give his choice for me the secret question and I may have my final companion in days vs. the normal years it might take doing things God's way without His supernatural help.
     I'm still looking on my own but am giving God a chance to bring me His choice for a mate and I know He can do this.  Have the right woman walk up to me or for that matter email me and ask a specific question only He and I know and I'll know she's to be my new wife.  This will also convince me that what the evidence seems to be suggesting about my future is really happening. I can't quite believe what's going on in my life right now and what's been prophesied for me.
     We may not have many years left.  Thank you God, I didn't want to wait years for...  I promise I'll try my hardest to make her a very happy, satisfied woman.
     Ok, but seriously folks, from my posting #23:

 From Revelation 6:12 "I watched as he  opened the sixth seal...the whole moon turned blood red."  
     The prophet Joel, later repeated by Paul in Acts 2;17-20 "In the last days, God says, I will pour out my spirit on all people, your sons and daughters will prophesy, your young men will see visions, your old men will dream dreams...the sun will be turned to darkness and the moon to blood before the coming of the great and glorious day of the Lord."
  
     I have no reference for comparison but without much effort am able to find supernaturally gifted people and received my own personal message from God by word of knowledge after just 2 weeks at Wiley Church of God.  From the skepticism and unbelief I find in many, I suspect God is now pouring out His spirit in a big way but hasn't been doing so in past decades and centuries.  Most people just don't believe He does this but it's happening just beneath the surface.
     Blood moons aren't that rare, usually happening a couple times a year.  They are caused by lunar eclipses during which blue rays are absorbed by the earth and the different frequency red rays are bent around the earth, making the moon appear blood red.  What is more rare though is what NASA calls a tetrad, four in a row in quick sequence, having happened only 55 times since 1 A.D.  Rarer still, having happened 3 times since 1 A.D. is their occurrence on major Jewish festival days, always accompanied by huge events in the history of christianity.  We're in the middle of the fourth.
     It's online, research "blood moon" yourselves if you like.
     The Spanish Inquisition was started by Catholics in 1492, during the tetrad of 1493 - 1494.  Another significant event around this time, Columbus found America.  Research suggests he was a jew himself, funded by a couple wealthy jews wanting to escape the inquisition.
     The inquisition was the event during which jews were forced to convert to christianity by the catholic church, then tortured to test the sincerity of their conversion.  If they renounced christianity, they were then burned at the stake.  Take your pick, get tortured to death or burned at the stake.  I've hinted at it before but will flat out state, I feel catholicism is satan's religion.  I've heard tongue praying christians can be found in catholic churches so I apologize for offense caused to any individuals by my previous statement, would suggest they get away from catholicism.
     The nation of Israel was reborn May 14, 1948 just before the tetrad of 1949 - 1950
     Jerusalem was reunited during the tetrad of 1967 - 1968.
     Here's where it gets scary folks, the first of the four blood moons during our current tetrad occurred April 14th this year on Passover, and the fourth will happen on September 28, 2015 on the Feast of Tabernacles.
     IT DOESN'T HAPPEN AGAIN FOR 500 YEARS!
     It might be a good time to get on your knees my friends.
     I need to go back to my source at Home Depot, a brother very knowledgeable about end times details, for the political events converging on this blood red moon.  I'll edit later but one was the Jade Helm 15 military exercise which looks suspiciously like a huge military practice for martial law.  I'm going to plagiarize a paragraph from Candice Bernd of Truthout / News Analysis:

Jade Helm 15 is an eight-week, SOCOM-sponsored, joint-military and inter-agency, unconventional warfare training exercise, which will be conducted throughout parts of Texas, Utah, New Mexico, Arizona, California, Nevada and Florida running this summer from July 15 to September 15. As part of the training, Special Forces from at least four branches of the military will role-play, conducting imaginary covert missions on territories labeled "hostile" in Texas, Utah and southern California, and travel from state to state in military aircraft. (Texas' designation as "hostile" in the imaginary scenario seems to be a primary catalyst for some conspiracy theories.)
 
     I learned a long time ago to be leery of conspiracy theories, found out some more information but they mostly sound far fetched.  The Pope is supposed to be at the white house in late September, I couldn't confirm that.  He scares me because of who he may be.
    This one sounds too crazy, the Hadron Collider in Switzerland is supposedly going to be opening some portal allowing demons or some sort of evil in, demons live on earth and prefer flesh to live in as they came from flesh so it doesn't make sense that satan would have a cache of demons in outer space behind a rift God created but we know some dark princes have been chained up somewhere.  There is supposedly going to be a breakdown of the rift God created.  I feel a bit silly repeating this, it sounds way too sci fi, but it is a bizarre multi dimensional world we live in.
     What we can count on is that something huge is going to happen any time now, probably related to the jewish state as the fourth blood moon of the fourth tetrad since christ will occur September 28. America will probably be impacted in a big way.  Things are lining up for September.  Get ready my friends.

In His service, a Misfit Child of God

24. THE GOD OF POWER CAN BE FOUND AT WILEY CHURCH OF GOD, WILEY GA

     It wasn't until I left mainstream church around the age of 50 that I was able to find undeniable proof of God's existence.  There'd been that incident as a teenager when my godly grandmother mysteriously knew something bad had happened to me when I briefly died in a drunk driving car wreck, but little else other than the occasional happy coincidence.  In recent years I'd attended a charismatic mega church in CO and He often showed up there with miraculous healings and it was there I saw the gift of tongues were common.  I don't understand the southern concept that tongues are only for Pentecostals.  Sure, Paul tells us they're not of much use in church unless accompanied by an interpreter, but when I first saw them I was fascinated.  Here was absolute proof this person had experienced a close encounter with God.  In my opinion, they're just another of the 9 greater gifts of 1 COR 12 requiring God's involvement vs. the lesser gifts such as teaching, encouraging, giving, etc.
     Many people think they must be satanic in nature because they never seen anything supernatural from God in their church experience.  When I relocated here from CO I knew what I was looking for and didn't stop my search for a home church at the big ones, in spite of good messages, uplifting music and wonderful people.  Although I found the larger churches better "dear hunting" territory, I thought I ought to put God first.  He can bring me the right woman wherever I am without my help and I always seem to get it wrong anyway so I'm trying to leave the next and last one up to Him.  I might be willing to give Him a bit of help here and there.
     As a recovering alcoholic I found the local AA meeting but wanted a Celebrate Recovery meeting which allows other problems and God into the mix.  There's a small one at Wiley church of God and there I came across a woman God speaks to.  After just 2 visits to this church, I received a personal message from God via this lady, "Keep seeking Him, a big problem will be resolved and I'll find my purpose."  All she knew about was the problem, she didn't know I'd been earnestly seeking Him or wishing for death without a purpose.
     Both the pastor, Adam Wright, and his wife, Carla have been baptized in the spirit.  She occasionally gives the message and shared recently how she'd stepped up and taken on the job of interpreting sign language although she didn't know how and God gave her the interpretation.  I wondered about the pastor, had he had the baptism also?  After a couple months here he prayed in tongues during a prayer.  I was delighted as this is proof to me of a close connection with God.  You might have to visit a few times to see anything, they don't levitate every service or anything like that but once in a while a miraculous healing occurs, occasionally someone will pass out, "slain in the spirit."  Why don't we see this power in all churches?  This couple belongs in a mega church and God will probably put them there in His time.  Hope to see you there.  

23. A CALLING / MESSAGE FROM DR. KEYTON

      Today while working I asked myself "Why am I doing this?"  Spending hours on writing this blog, trying to get some message out.  I'm now living on property I bought intending as my retirement home.  My plan was to raise my own food and maybe make my own power with the creek but I'm apathetic about it without someone to share it with.  The strawberries are rotting on the ground.  The blueberry bushes are loaded with ripening fruit.  My brother, who planted them says he'll take those and give me a couple pies out of the deal.  The fruit trees are loaded with green fruit.
     It started as a combined search for healing and God, with the intent maybe to bring others help for their problems or closer to God from my shared experiences.  I suppose it's become something of a calling.  I've been told to do it by some powerfully connected people of God.
     I have seen the power of God in action, He's given me some personal experiences with it.  I know it's there and available for us if we can figure out how to unleash it.  Maybe He needs someone like I who will over analyze and puzzle over and chew and gnaw on a problem until it's solved.
   Why me though?  Couldn't God just give whatever He wants uncovered to someone active in word of knowledge?  Couldn't He give me some word of knowledge again?
     I'm quite frustrated and a bit angry with God right now.  I just want a woman to share my life with and, I know this will sound comical to the reader but it seems like God wants me to make some huge breakthrough, heal and save the world before He's going to let me have a date.  I'm stressing out about this.  Maybe He's healing me of co dependency in the process.  Ok God, I feel better now, let me have that woman please.
     I emailed Dr. Keyton to see if she could give me a clue.  I know she doesn't remember me but she might know what her words meant.  here's the correspondence:

To: savethepygmies@breekeytonministries.com

Hi Folks,

     My name is ***** ********.  I’ve come across Bree a couple times, once in South Carolina and another time in CO.  I’ve supported the ministry a bit and am promoting her heavily and referring to her often in my blog, godsmisfitchildren.blogspot.com.

     Something she told me in conjunction with things I’ve been told from other sources has had me in turmoil for some time.  “I see you’ve been under attack by a Jezebel spirit, dig into your Bible and expect a breakthrough on the order of Elijah.”  Another prophet told me I’d be getting a healing anointing so powerful that I’d walk into a room and people would be healed.  From a “grandma prophet council” as I called them, Healing House prophets, I heard, "digging and digging for treasure, clearing dirt and rock away, first ray then another, I see you sitting in the treasure," “being perfected like Joseph.  Grace, grace...,  God’s grace for Joseph, Joseph prince.” 

     I wondered for a time if all prophets came up with grandiose readings just for encouragement, but things are starting to happen to me.  Notes from the prophet council 3 ½ years ago that didn’t make any sense at the time, upon my review now, seem to be perfect guidance for where I’m at in life and they make sense to me now. 

     I know Bree won’t remember me but I’d like to question her on what her advice might have meant so am hoping that her own words would make sense to her.  Am I to be one of many Elijahs rising up against Jezebel sweeping across the land?  Does she have any idea of time frame for end times scenario?  I’d love to hear back from her or anything you might be able to give me.   

     At the time, she assured me we'd see each other again.  I made that a self fulfilling prophesy by attending one of her gatherings in CO and to my surprise, she remembered having seen me before but nothing more.  Am I to be the only Elijah?  That's a scary thought. 

   

Dear *****,

Interesting!!! 

I am not one who makes up prophecies. Many do, but I only care, to hear from God and do His will.

Also, I usually forget prophecies God gives through me, as they are not for me.

In Israel there is a statue in Megiddo. It is of Elijah. The title on it is: "Statue of the Elijah's".

The Elijah's are now arising, for the end-times. You will be one of them if you stay very close to the LORD of Hosts, and do not deviate from "His" path. ('If you love me, keep my commandments')

This is all I have time for. Packing for another tour.

In Him,

Bree


       The reference to the Elijahs is from Mal 4: 5 "I will send you Elijah the prophet before the coming of the great and dreadful day of the Lord."  I didn't get it from God, but the idea of the dollar crashing seems to be moving into mainstream thought , not just that of the conspiracy theory folks.  The only thing holding the dollar up is faith in it, if that goes as well as international faith, so goes the dollar.  A few things, both biblical and secular converge in fall, 2015.
     To name a couple, the fourth blood moon of the rare tetrad happens Sept. 28, and there will not be another in the next 500 years, see Blood Moon posting.  From Revelation 6:12 "I watched as he  opened the sixth seal...the whole moon turned blood red."  The prophet Joel, later repeated by Paul in Acts 2;17-20 "In the last days, God says, I will pour out my spirit on all people, your sons and daughters will prophesy, your young men will see visions, your old men will dream dreams...the sun will be turned to darkness and the moon to blood before the coming of the great and glorious day of the Lord."
    Secularly, the Jade Helm 15 military exercise in several western states, looking suspiciously like practice for martial law in America, will be conducted from August 15 through Sept. 15.  There are other behind the scenes actions going on in Washington.
     I believe we have reached the fullness of time and tumultuous times are coming soon, perhaps the one world currency, the rise of the antichrist and the return of Jesus.
    I didn't ask Dr. Keyton if the Elijahs get to have wives or not.  I'm stuck.  I know what can happen if I misbehave or run from God.  I don't want another trial.  Look what happened to Jonah.  Ok God, I don't know what to do now, I don't seem to have any active gifts, please just make it clear what you want me to do and in the meantime, I'm going to keep working on my rental houses and land.  Could I have a date please?

22. SECOND RAY

     
     To tie things together, several years ago I repeatedly cried out to God from a place of deep anguish.  "Please God, if you're not powerful enough to fix me, just let me die and be done because I hate being who I am and having this behavior I can't control."  As I earlier described, while about to figuratively climb up on the cross with Jesus as atonement for some horrible behavior, God gave me a baptism of the Spirit, Jesus gave me several messages directly,  I witnessed much of the supernatural power of God from a variety of sources and although I didn't get tongues, I experienced a bit of prophetic insight and word of knowledge from God or Jesus.  Apparently the Holy Spirit does more than just relay messages, he has some discretion it would seem as described in 1 COR 11 about distribution of the greater gifts, "All these are the work of one and the same Spirit, and he distributes them to each one, just as he determines."  So tongues don't always happen with the baptism of the Spirit, something else may be given.
     John 16:13 tells us about the Holy Spirit, "But when he, the Spirit of truth comes, he will guide you into all the truth.  He will not speak on his own, he will speak only what he hears and he will tell you what is yet to come."  Since Jesus intercedes for us with God, the spirit must be repeating what he hears from Jesus so when we get word of knowledge or information, it must be coming from Jesus behind that multi dimensional curtain.
     I've described earlier how the greatest minds in science like Stephen Hawking seem to be bumping into God.  Stephen Hawking's modified string theory, called M theory provides a cohesive explanation for the manner in which the universe holds itself together and assumes 11 unseen dimensions.  Also as earlier stated, he's an atheist but seems to be bumping into God without knowing it.
     I became proud and grandiose with all my God encounters, fought the wrong fight, kept smoking marijuana which according to Dr. Keyton opens the door to earth spirits called divas, whatever those are and to top it off, let another man's wife move in with me.  God turned me over to satan for a 3 year trial which is now over and I'm beginning to "soar on wings like eagles" again.
     About 7 or 8 months ago I took Norman Peale's challenge and started quoting positive scripture on a daily basis.  I was in a pit, earnestly praying for death with nothingness vs. eternal hell at the time.  I doubted it would have any effect but figured I had nothing to lose.  I used the verses, "If God is for us, who can be against us, I can do all things through christ who strengthens me, and from Isaiah, Those who hope in the lord will renew their strength, they will mount up on wings and soar like eagles, they will run and not grow weary, they will walk and not be faint."
     Within a week I received a real estate listing that ended up paying well.  I started getting good paying work, then I decided to make a move from CO to GA and made huge profits on 2 houses I owned.  I've kicked the addictions I'd let back in, am now a week without smoking, the hardest to quit, and have been going to the gym on a regular basis, a habit I'd dropped the last couple years.  I have more strength than I've ever had with some exercises, and God seems about to give me nice profits on some business deals.  I'm soaring again, just one thing missing, 3 guesses and the first 2 don't count.
     Jesus warns to fill the emptiness when the evil is kicked out lest it return and the person be worse off, and I know well how to do that.  I've felt I would make a good counselor, just as the Healing House prophets said about me.  We who've overcome problems are in the best position to relate to those still suffering, understand and help them than those who've learned in college.
     After binding the fruit of the Spirit to those who've been delivered, it should be explained that God uses time to make change happen, that Jesus can't lead us if we aren't moving, "He leads me beside the still waters," but I have to be walking for Him to do that.  Laying on my couch crying out to God for weeks didn't do me any good at all.  It should be explained that it takes about a month to form or break a good or bad habit, that after that effort it will be easy to maintain like my returning to the gym.  God provides the miracle of growth to produce a garden but we have to plant the seeds, water it and pull the weeds, nothing happens if we try to leave it all up to God.  With God's help after 7 or 8 months I'm a different man than I was but I've had to put a lot of effort into the process
     3 different prophets told me of big things in store for me and I doubted this, thinking they must tell everybody something grandiose for encouragement but it's coming to pass.  Dr. Keyton told me, "I see you've been under attack by a Jezebel spirit, dig into your Bible," "I have been," I interrupted, "No, listen to me," she said a bit harshly which I interpreted as "Shut up and listen," so I did.  "Really dig into your Bible and expect a breakthrough..."  Then there was the message from Jesus via the Spirit through the Healing House prophets from 3 plus years ago.  I've been carrying that around all this time but it hasn't made sense to me until I just re read ir..  My jaw dropped when I wrote the posting, LEVELS OF UNDERSTANDING, FIRST RAY.  It all makes sense to me now.
     "I see you on a big machine digging and digging, then you see a ray of treasure, you keep digging, uncovering dirt and rock.  I see you sitting there in the middle of the treasure."  I haven't mentioned previously in the blog, but Cindy Wilson of blogspot radio, when giving me the message of "Jesus has pulled all the lion's teeth, you'll run across the river in victory and joy," also told me I'd be getting an anointing for healing so powerful that when I walked onto a room, people would be healed.  I understand how that may happen and the ties with the other predictions.
     In Mat 18:18, Jesus tells us "Truly I tell you, whatever you bind on earth will be bound in heaven and whatever you loose on earth will be loosed in heaven."  Jesus is right behind that multi dimensional curtain ready to help us if we give him the right requests.  I think it's critical though to convince the sufferer that something is actually happening.  Unbelief and doubt, both the name of dark princes of satan will keep the healing from happening.
     In another dimension, Jesus may be doing big things but they aren't felt in our dimension so although the malady, (demons or dark princes) may be cast out, I believe it's allowed right back in with doubt and unbelief.  I think it's important to prepare and convince the sufferer that something real is happening, by giving them an explanation of the fundamentals, our multi dimensional world that some are sometimes able to glance through with the gift of discerning the spirits, the science behind that.  Share with them perhaps from my experience the partner of a friend who went insane while driving evil out and the fact that this is dangerous to whoever's performing the healing.  The deliverer better have the Spirit or may experience something like the seven sons of Sceva or worse.  An explanation backed by scripture of how Jesus and the Holy Spirit operate would be helpful.  Someone who could give convincing testimony of their own experiences with the gifts would also be good.  Preparatory scripture such as "He was pierced for our transgressions...By His wounds we are healed" would be part of the prep.  I'm thinking of having people visualize themselves at the foot of the cross while describing Jesus's wounds and their purpose, such as the crown being for mental issues and each of the stripes being for certain afflictions as Dr. Keyton describes, then having Jesus drip a bit of his blood on them, perhaps delivering them real power from Jesus by this visualization.
     In my own case, I have much compassion for those suffering, had to muffle sobs recently while praying for a girl who comes up every altar call and cries.  I rushed out of church, hiding my face as i left in embarrassment as soon as the altar call was over.  She gets prayer every altar call but no help.  I believe Jesus would be happy to use me to do this girl some good.  I also have much compassion for Jesus's suffering, having had a tiny glimpse of it as an adolescent stuck on my own tree in excruciating pain.  I was only there for a few seconds until I was able to reach up and tear my T shirt, but I can feel some of Jesus's pain.  With a fear of public speaking, I don't know how effective my delivery would be to a crowd but think I could do some good with a small group.  I don't know if the technique I have visualized could be taught and delivered by anyone.  I could record a tape.
     I'm back working on this posting after a break.  I woke up in the middle of the night with a dream but something slipped away from me.  I'm still missing something small.  Dr. Keyton had a powerful anointing.  She didn't have to convince us something was happening, it just did when she prayed for healing and when she lined us up and laid hands on us and prayed.  Around a third of the women were slain in the Spirit.  Is this anointing required or can anyone do the healing with the proper delivery?  I'm on the verge of something here.  I'm getting the message from the Bible that the power from Jesus is available to all with enough faith, no special anointing required, but why does our prayer seem so ineffective?  There are a couple women at church every altar call who get prayer but they keep coming back, they aren't getting healing for whatever their issues are.
     I prayed and prayed earnestly about my alcoholism with no results.  I paid for therapy, put myself on antabuse, but nothing worked until I gave A.A. a try and put some effort into working the program.  God and I alone together couldn't get anything done.  I saw a secular program once that showed convincing evidence that if we believe strongly enough in something, it will happen and this was all about material possessions.  Do we all have a guardian angel, believer or not who will do our will with enough faith?
     Are God's hands tied?  He gave the earth to Adam and Adam turned it over to satan in the fall so satan has the deed to the earth, a right to be its ruler.  God has to keep his deals.  I'm thinking in terms of a contract with loopholes.  Can anybody with the right contractural language exploit these loopholes or must there be powerful anointing for it to happen?
     Dr. Keyton says proper use of terms such as loose and bind will lead to more effective prayer.  I recently heard the phrase, "spirit of alcoholism" and pointed out there's no such spirit.  Nor is there a spirit of drug abuse or obesity.  All three of these are manifestations of the spirit named Gluttony.  There's no spirit of depression, it's a manifestation of the spirit named Heaviness.  It seems there should be a spirit named Denial but there isn't one in Dr. Keyton's manual for spiritual warfare, healing and deliverance, I think denial comes under the spirits of deception or lying spirit.  All this information is in the Bible but I can't see how anyone could figure it out without guidance from the Holy Spirit.  Regarding the spirit of heaviness for instance, MAT 26:37 "Jesus took Peter and the 2 sons of Zebedee along with him, and he began to be sorrowful and troubled."  Certain translations use the word "heavy."
     Will we have more effect if we address these spirits by name?  For instance if we ask the spirit of alcoholism to leave, nothing happens because the spirit of gluttony wasn't addressed.  If the spirit of gluttony were addressed, would our prayer be more effective?  Can we just address "whatever evil is behind this illness or affliction" and let Jesus sort it out?  I have a bit more dirt and rock to clear away, will publish this for now and come back to it as He gives me greater revelation.
   

21. GOD HAS LEFT THE BUILDING

     The church building that is.  You won't find but a trace of His power in most of them.  Tim 2:3 describes them, they will have a form of godliness but deny its real power.  Their intentions are good but much thinking and doctrine is incorrect.  Satan is sly and crafty and will sneak a little lie in with much good and lead us astray.  The Bible tells us we have to be in the spirit to understand it and many of the mainstream preachers haven't had a baptism of the spirit.  1 COR 2:14 "The person without the Spirit does not accept the things that come from the Spirit of God but considers them foolishness, and cannot understand them because they are discerned only through the Spirit."  My friend I just re connected with experienced the same thing I did, that after his baptism in the spirit, he could understand the Bible a lot better.  Tongues were the proof of his experience.  Many pastors found their God in college and some of them are more business man than servant of God.
     The pastor of the church I raised my kids in was out to build a mega church in a little community that didn't need it.  He squandered hundreds of thousands of dollars in a 250 - 300 member congregation.  He surrounded himself with "yes men" elders, would steer votes in business meetings to get the result he wanted and he or elders would ridicule dissension in meetings. (Are you questioning what God can do?" e.g.)  In spite of my fear of public speaking, I was outraged enough to speak up in one meeting.  I made some cover for myself by saying I thought it was horrible the way another brother had been shot down then went on to point out we'd been promised new staff wouldn't be hired until we had the money but it was being done anyway.
     The pastor coveted an overpriced house with 10 acres on a highway.  We had our 12 hour prayer session and presented a good, last and final offer, our fleece it was called.  The offer was rejected. Then a few months passed, the skyrocketing market appreciated, that was called God's timing and we paid the owner's asking price.  This turned out to be the peak of the market.
     A year later after encountering one hurdle after the next, the neighbors didn't want the traffic, it wasn't built for commercial use, etc, we were making huge mortgage payments and still not able to use the property.  Satan was conveniently blamed for the setbacks instead of an admission that we hadn't been in God's will.  Churches can play it this way.  They can show either good stewardship and be conservative or they can be risky and claim a leap of faith.  If it was God's will, He'll provide the money, but if it wasn't and the money doesn't come, satan can be blamed to avoid responsibility.
    A respected member, a rocket scientist / Sunday school teacher, finally worked his way into the position of senior elder and asked for this pastor's resignation.  My wife and I had left by then in disgust with the pastor.  Had we still been there with accountability and fellowship from our long time church family, we might not have divorced.
     Satan seems to be taking over not only our society but also our churches.  He's kept alive his huge church throughout the millenia in different forms.  I won't name names so as not to offend but it's that big one where the queen of heaven is worshipped and men are given power to forgive sins and intercede between us and God.  Most of their traditions are straight from Semiraimis, Nimrod's wife and mother, founder of the first pagan religion after Nimrod's death.  Many of our christian traditions such as Easter, the wrong date of Jesus's birth, etc. are also from her.
     I haven't come across a pastor yet who believes we can have a demon and the Holy Spirit at the same time.  My mentor, Dr. Bree Keyton, "moves among" all 9 of the greater gifts, has written several college courses and, I know most readers won't be able to believe this but has raised several dead pygmies back to life.
     She doesn't own her gifts, God moves through her and tells her what He wants her to do, it's not of her power but of God.  She shared how He once told her to grow an arm for someone in a third world country.  She says she pointed at it and commanded, "grow!" and out sprouted an arm complete with fingers.  You can't believe that but I saw her healing people and was helping catch women, "slain in the spirit" so I can believe.
     When she says, we are three part beings, flesh, spirit and soul and certainly can have demons, I'll believe her over the pastors who may be preaching for a profession not a true calling and probably haven't had the close encounter with God we call the baptism of the spirit.  She definitely has a deeper level of God connectedness and understanding than anyone else I've met.
     I'm belaboring this point but think it's important.  Countless christians are being held in bondage by various forms of evil that could easily be prayed out but won't be with the denial that you can't have the Holy Spirit and a demon.  I've described my personal experiences as, "It's like my consciousness was there witnessing it, but not in control."  As Dr. Keyton says and I mentioned in the Sad Lady posting, satanic ritual abuse and childhood sexual abuse are the hardest to overcome, letting in tremendous amounts of evil.
     The Sad Lady, my companion for the last 3 years until I moved to GA had been horribly molested by 3 different men as a girl of 5 for about a year.  Now, every 2 or 3 weeks, she'll have episodes lasting up to 3 days during which she'll rage, sulk or lock herself away, can't hear reason or be communicated with, then ease out of them and come back to normalcy.  The trigger incident is often imagined.  She appears to be possessed though not as seriously as the girl in the movie, The Exorcist, but along those lines.  She has the gift of tongues and the gift of interpreting them so certainly has the Holy Spirit.
     She is an example as am I of my idea that we horribly broken people may be more likely to find God than others because we're often crying out to Him from places of deep anguish.  I'm breaking down a bit as I write this.  The Sad Lady smothered her daughter I felt in an effort to vicariously relive her childhood or to compensate for her abuse and abandonment issues.  She went through one job after the next often because of some imagined transgression. She was prone to socially aberrant behavior and it got to the point I didn't want her around friends or family because of what she might say.  She wouldn't let me have female friends because of jealousy but it was ok for her to post herself on craigslist personals looking for a better man.  I originally wrote her story to explain her behavior to a pastor and elder in our church when she went for counseling to try to force me to stay in a relationship with her.  I'd told her I wouldn't marry her because of the episodes and being neglected by her due to her codependency with her daughter as well as a handful of smaller issues.  I'd told her I saw her as a broken sister, not a potential partner, but I was in a low place and happy to have any company I could get.  She once reported me for rape because she was losing a fight, (verbally) and later admitted it was to level the playing field.  Then there was the mass email to 20 or 30 men in my church when I told her, her kids were her and her ex's problem that I thought I needed to move to GA.  This was a string of emails asking what a church should do with a man who has sex with a poor woman then dumps her and her kids and 12 or 13 more similar to it.  This behavior certainly wasn't christian, but she couldn't help herself.   From Dr. Keyton and my life experiences, I firmly believe christians can have demons and evil spirits.
     I am puzzled by unbelief about God's power and gifts to his people, one of satan's princes has this name by the way, the spirit of unbelief.  Even with all my experiences, my own sons are leery of the greater gifts and I don't get it.  I point out that one of their best friend"s step dad, my sign maker mountain mentor, had the gift of tongues.  "How do you explain that?"  I'll ask, science can't, but I can't get through.  Many think the power of God is satanic because they've never seen it so it scares them when they come across it.  It isn't seen in most churches today.
     I was very encouraged by my friend's email.  It's good to see that there are other seekers out there who are finding the true God, the one with power who is still alive and well.  I believe he and I will be a couple of the Elijahs God is calling up per Mal: 4- 6 "Behold, I will send you Elijah the prophet before the coming of the great and dreaded day of the LORD.  He will turn the hearts of the parents to their children and the hearts of the children to their parents ; or else I will come and strike the land with total destruction."  I don't have any gifts at present but a prophet's main job was to teach and I've had positive feedback already about my writing.  My feeling is that once catastrophe starts to happen, many will come to believe.
     I've admitted to that certain weakness that would disqualify me for church leadership, but God is doing a work in me and keeping me pure.  He gave me a personal message by word of knowledge a month or so ago by one of His connected servants at my new church which was to keep seeking Him, a big issue would be resolved and I'd find my purpose.  I thought that was to write this blog but it's almost done, until further leading, which leads me to believe He has something more for me coming up.
     Thanks again for the help with the purity issue God, but come on,  I'll behave.  I'm popular with a local group of 70 - 80 year old women but I'm only 57.  Just let me have a date now and then, maybe an occasional hug with a woman around my age, please God.
    I can't pick women, actually they usually pick me and I'll go along depending on whether or not I like their looks so I have a deal with God.  He picks my next and last wife and I'll know it because she'll come up to me with a question only God and I know.  I think I understand the gift of faith now. I know God has the power to do this.  I'm going to be patient for a while and give God a chance to do it in His timing.  He has the rest of the day and all day tomorrow, then I'm back on the prowl.
   

20. EMAIL FROM A FRIEND

Hi *****! 

   It's great to hear from you! I'm glad you're doing well!  Praise God for revealing the Full Gospel to you!  I also am a believer!  Out of our desperation and frustration with what Religion has taught us, we searched the true Word, we cried out to God from our hearts and he revealed to us, ALL that he has freely given us! Amen!!

   I was always bummed out that God had made us so weak. I thought I just had to take everything that Satan threw at me! I thought I had no power or ability to fight him off.  I thought God was a Hard God and The life He gave me was just my lot in life. I thought I had been dealt a bad hand and I will just have to suck it up and live with it.   HOW wrong I was!!   Praise God that we Have the Same power that raised Jesus from the dead living in us and actually joined to us in one spirit!  Not just a part of Him but all the Fullness of the Father, Son and Holy spirit!   Wow!  And He gave us the Authority (as his Son's) To use His name Jesus!  Satan Fears us! We live as kings on Earth!  We rule over HIM and his demons!  They must bow to Jesus name!  Thank you Father!!

    I love to kick Demon Butt!!  I have been baptized in the Holy Spirit. I speak in tongues. I bind the Devil and lose the Blessings of God all the Time.  Most of the time I am a conqueror!  but sometimes I still lose some battles. I think only Jesus won them all!  I had to start all over with everything that I knew about God! There is so much more to learn!  I feel the same way you do! 

  Here are some thoughts that I have worked through:

1. Don't give the Devil and Demons to much thought and respect. God's word says to dwell on the good things,the pure, righteous, holy, joyful, things that God has given us.  Satan and his Demons are cockroaches! We stomp them with our Heels(in Jesus Name).  Jesus did not fear them and we don't have to either! Cast them out and don't even think about them again.

  Smith Wigglesworth, (a great healer and Plumber) woke up and saw a Demon standing at the foot of his bed. He looked at him and said:  Oh! it's only you! BE GONE! in Jesus Name! and went right back to sleep!  Amen!  They have no more dominion or power over us! We have been Translated into the family and Kingdom of God. WE now rule over Him!  Amen!

2. Gods angels have a military ranking, (Cherubim, Seraphim, Guardian angles for each of us, messengers, warriors like Michael, etc..).   Satan and his Demons are just Fallen angles that were kicked out of heaven. They had free choice to obey, and love God, or Reject him, just like we do.  Some are princes, some are territorial Generals, some are in charge of sickness, depression, worry, YES! FEAR is a nasty one!  I hate his guts (if he has any) LOL!  Fear has oppressed me my whole life!  I have kicked his butt! thru Jesus!

3. The Nephillum, Giants, YES! Some Angles that fell to earth did not keep their own estate. They had sex with human women and bore children.  But these super evil angles made God mad, so he bound them in chains in darkness and they will stay there until Jesus comes again. God did not allow them to roam free on earth, even though earth is under Satans rule right now! Normal demons can roam the earth and try to torment us, but God bound these Angles forever.  Yes! that is one reason God had to destroy all living creatures on land, with the flood.

4.  YES! Christians can have Demons! What a relief to know that!  We are not Crazy! WE are just oppressed and tormented sometimes.  They don't totally possess us and control us but they can oppress us, attack us, and torment us, But ONLY if we let them!  WE can Cast them out!  Thank you! Jesus!

We have much to talk about!

Thanks for being my True Friend and Brother in Christ!  I will never Judge you! Cuz I'm no better!  LOL!

Love you!  God's blessings on you! and all that you set your hands to!

Love, Gary,