69. THE TRIBULATION IS STILL ON

     This is an email I sent to some people close to me bragging about being a key part of the team that may have blocked the tribulation.  It would appear it's still on based on a message I just got.

     I've only shared this with you guys.  So about the delusion deal, god is so pissed off at the Baptists He's now keeping their lie alive by hiding the warning verses from them.  A lot of what God does doesn't seem fair, like he hardens pharoah's heart so he can punish him.  He makes the rules, I've learned that apparently responsibility is delegated up there, sometimes it seems the right hand doesn't know what the left is doing.  My ex put a hedge of thorns around me with her thoughts, I'd just learned our thoughts go up as prayer, even if unintentional.  Jesus has scolded me for thoughts lately, I don't like it, no way to hide anything, I got my feelings hurt and still don't understand.  I was fantasizing but only about after marriage and told not to keep asking for help without asking him to condone my plan for sinning?  I didn't get it, still don't.  

     Ok so God's going to punish all who believe the lie of the baptist doctrine, "once saved, always saved,"  most of the pastors who preach the lie and lead people astray will probably go to hell too.  There's a limit to grace, we don't get forgiven forever and salvation doesn't give us a license to sin.  There is such a thing as one sin too many.  My breakthrough, if it's acted on after some testing, could end up being nothing more than a change in policy for the baptist church.  I could see it getting publicity but mainstream media won't cover something like this so maybe no big deal, but right now I'm angry at Jesus.  I busted my butt to make his breakthrough, he can get specific when scolding me but I only get vague stuff about the woman, "I have a beautiful, joyous woman waiting for me."  I don't get where, when, how do we contact, is she waiting for me, will she know me, do I go out and meet someone on my own, could have been working on that, is she looking for a guy named Elijah, nothing, Thanks Jesus.  He used me and spit me out I'm feeling like.  The message I got was complementary I guess, "I'm so like a child with strong ideas and a clear path.  We come to God as a child.  You may be there to witness the anti christ."  So I guess we didn't just block the tribulation.  May have saved a few hundred thousand baptists and pastors, perhaps nothing more than that.  Something's got to happen I'd think for all the trouble, might have just been a training session though.  I'm not going to quit work, loose sleep and dedicate my life to the next one though like I did this time, unless he comes through with the woman.  I just didn't want you guys to tell anybody the tribulation may not be happening.  It looks like we're still on for that.  On the positive side, all my metal should do some good.  Keep smiling

Edit:  After sleeping on this, it's still pretty huge, especially to all the baptist pastors and members Jesus may have just kept out of hell using mama and me.  I'd been thinking I may have just played a key part in the hugest event in human history, rewriting the end to the Bible.  Mama says working for Jesus is like Columbo, "Just one more question."  Always one more assignment.  Life is getting exciting, it'll be perfect as soon as I find my wife.

In His service, a Misfit Child of God.