64. AN INVITATION TO JESUS / LOVE EACH OTHER DEEPLY.

        Faith is hard to measure.  I'm still overwhelmed at what's going on in my life, up today at 12:15, not yet sleeping like normal people, coming to some acceptance.  At this stage of my journey, I'm pretty sure I'm a true believer.  If you've followed along chronologically, you've seen my education and development with just 2 1/2 months of serious part time Bible study, done along with my day job.  I think I've progressed rapidly but not many people have Jesus as a tutor.  I was thinking I might be 1/3 of the way into understanding the Bible.  My go between gave me some discouraging news yesterday.  She told me I have a grain of salt at my current level of understanding.  There is an incredible amount of hidden meaning in the Bible.
     About that word, "level," a certain pastor recently scolded me that it's not a biblical concept, maybe not but Jesus uses the word.  If we'd all let in the gifts, tongues for starters because they seem to be the most common, we could all be communicating with Jesus.  He loves us all and he and God would like everyone of us to spend eternity with them.
         Of course the most important verse to keep in mind is 1 PETER 4:8 "Above all, love each other deeply, because love covers over a multitude of sins."  To rephrase, if you are good to others, some of your abuse of grace will be overlooked.  Remember also the 2 greatest commandments of Jesus, which cover everything, MATTHEW 22:37 - 38  "Jesus replied, 'Love the Lord your God with all your heart and with all your soul and with all your mind.'  This is the first and greatest commandment."  One gospel tosses in a fourth word, "strength," but you get the idea.  'And the second is like it, love your neighbor as yourself.  All the law and the Prophets hang on these two commandments.'"
     Apparently my main job is "to turn the hearts of the children to their parent and to turn the hearts of the parents to their children," and I think God is lending me one of His seven spirits named Fear of the Lord to accomplish this.  I have no doubt that there are many innocent people who are believers but are being misled by satan's lies at church.  As I've been suggesting all along, if what your pastor tells you doesn't sound quite right, read your Bible and think for yourselves.  Many if not most of our pastors don't properly understand the Bible and aren't qualified to be teaching it.
     Satan doesn't rule hell, he's going to be just as miserable there as you, hopefully more so unless you've been really evil.  He gets the lowest level with eternal fire, along with the Watchers who ruined God's plan for us by giving us demons, the bane of humanity.  He wants as many of us as possible to go with him, but you won't have his company, you'll be all alone in hell, there's not going to be any fellowship there.  I'll repeat here, God did not create demons or want us to by tormented by them, but life with them is all we know so it just seems normal to have all the afflictions they give us. I think I've made the point that christians, even baptized in the Spirit, can have demons just like everybody else, I still had strongholds and my former companion probably still does because of denial but is incredible gifted with tongues, interpreting tongues and prophecy.  In reflection, God probably put her in my life so I can have some 2 way dialogue with Jesus.
     My main go between is a high level servant of God.  She confided in me about some things she's doing, told me not to share, even anonymously.  I'm a bit intimidated and very honored to be working with her.  You'd never guess looking at her that this woman is a higher level servant of God.  The first half of JAMES 2 warns us not to judge people by their appearances.  We ought to be nice to everybody regardless of age, race, size, etc.  I recently heard of a large black man who was thought to be an angel.  I pointed out that his message may have just been word of knowledge.  If you bump into someone who tells you something about your life they could not have known by normal means, that would be an example of word of knowledge from Jesus, or too, it could be an angel.
     Woe to anybody who does my go between any harm.  They will be dealing with the wrath of God.  Keep this in mind, rid yourselves of racism and try to be Jesus to all.  Some people might not have a lot of respect for a grandmotherly looking black woman who doesn't wear nice clothes.  She may be an ultra high level servant of God though.  I get to call my go between Mama.  I'm just one of her babies and she worries about my well being.
     I've recently been given relief about my fear of having to go through the tribulation alone.  I've been led to believe that after 3 weeks at a certain church, I'll meet my wife.  God likes the numbers 3, 7 and 10, 3 choirs of angels, 3 types of angel at each level for instance.  The number 3 shows up 467 times in the Bible.  I can deal with 3 more weeks, though I wish it were 3 more days.
     Here's a test for my readers and I wish I could get feedback.  Look closely at the warning verses from HEBREWS in #62. HOW TO GET TO HELL WITH TRUE FAITH.  Do you interpret those to mean that you can get to hell even if you have true faith?  That's what they mean to me.  I'm starting to see more and more unexplainable spiritual phenomena around us, must somehow be tied to the multiple dimensions we can't see and I'm wondering if those verses have been somehow confounded so as to only be understandable by those with a baptism of the spirit.  If you have a friend who has the gift of tongues or seems to get mysterious messages from God or knows about things before they happen, show them those verses and see if you get the same meaning out of them.  I'm acquainted with a couple die hard atheists I'm going to show those to and see what they mean to them.
     Being new here, I don't understand all the condescending attitude towards tongues, apparently the most common manifestation of the baptism in the Holy Spirit.  I recently got into a debate with a sister who said, "I don't believe in tongues."  I said something like, "What do you mean you don't believe in tongues, how do you explain them?"  We went back and forth and she told me I could believe what I want and she could believe what she wants.  I apologized and said, "Sure," then asked her to pray out some doubt, confusion and unbelief for me.  I'll repeat, Paul teaches that tongues are worthless without an interpreter, edifying to the person with them, worthless to the church and should be kept personal but I found them an incredible witness and proof the other 8 gifts are alive and well, this before I got a couple of the others.
     Pentecostal pastors are required to have them so will understand their Bibles.  That doesn't mean though that they may not put you to sleep, but I'd encourage you to find yourselves an interesting pastor who has the gift of tongues or some other supernatural ability.  If you aren't seeing anything supernatural in your church, it is quite possibly owned by satan, though the leadership may have good intentions.  If you've read this, consider yourself warned.  You don't want to be regretting something all alone in a shade of darkness for all eternity, a description of hell for all but the more wicked and evil of us.  They get eternal fire or a free fall in the pit or abyss.
     My guide tells me to wrap up what's on my mind and take a break, catch up on business and, hopefully, get ready to meet my wife.  I think I come back and keep trying to find more and more meaning to share with you, possibly until the end.  I'm hoping not to have to do something like this quest alone again, it's been tough but I'd be happy to do God's work the rest of my life with a companion and I think sh'e coming soon.
       Remember the parable of the annoyed judge who gave the woman justice so he could get rid of the nuisance.  We're told to annoy God with our prayers until we get justice or what we want but it will have to be in His will.  He has a chance to make 2 people very happy in my case.  I suspect she's miserable too but also wants to get it right this time.
     Start trying to get your head around the idea of a quick, painless death by guillotine, to be followed by an eternity of bliss vs. hell.  You get a special reward for dying this way, 1,000 reign with Christ.  It'll be like coming out of surgery, a blink of an eye.
     Being part time in high tech, I learned about an injectable micro chip 25 years ago.  It was then designed like a grain of rice so could be injected with a needle.  Technology has improved vastly since then.  At the time, it was designed to be recharged with small changes in body temperature.  Guess where our bodies change temperature the most.  Our foreheads and the tops of our hands.  Another fun fact to know and tell.  Powered by lithium batteries, if popped they will create sores as the heavy metal contaminates surrounding tissue.
     Revelation chapter 16 tells us about ugly festering sores these batteries will cause if, say, God were to pop these chips with an electro magnetic pulse.  Revelation 11 tells us about God's 2 prophets who will breathe fire to destroy any enemies.  They get killed but resurrected after 3 1/2 days and taken up to heaven.  Revelation 13 tells us about the second beast who will force us to worship the first who will have recovered from a fatal head wound.  I told you way back there somewhere, he'll also be blind in the right eye, and have a withered arm, it doesn't say which one.
     When the second beast shows up half way through, after the prophets have been around 3 1/2 years, we get the choice of taking the mark on our hands or foreheads and swearing allegiance to the anti christ, (very annoying to God), or getting our heads chopped off.  It doesn't specifically say by guillotine, they weren't around when that was written, but why do you think we might have 30,000 guillotines in America right now?  I predict that nightly news is soon going to become much more interesting than it has been.
     Thinking about the final posts, part of that message is that we have to invite Jesus into our world to do anything, satan is the earth's ruler, Jesus can't just come down uninvited, we have to invite him, it's satan's territory.  Pondering this gave me understanding of my recent situation where Jesus yanked me back from barging into a certain baptist church.  I think the actuality of the situation was that he couldn't go in with me or send protecting cover unless I was invited in.  There are some ominous implications for this baptist church and probably all of them if Jesus can't enter without a special invitation.  I doubt the leadership realizes who they're actually working for, but it isn't Jesus.  Can you figure that out?
     I'm thinking there may have been some divine coordination to my scheduled trip to visit my son and his family and meet my new granddaughter, the first week of September in Rome, Italy.  I'm suspecting Jesus might just make it easy for me to visit the Hadron Collider in Switzerland and I'm hoping that's going to turn into a honeymoon trip.  I think Jesus is fishing for an invitation to bring a few friends and join me on a tour of that structure.
     The following is going to sound very silly but doesn't most of Revelation sound like something out of a movie?  With what's happening in my life right now, I'm suspecting something may be up with the Hadron Collider so I'm extending an invitation to Jesus to go wreck it, take out the chained up angels if they come through, etc.  Just in case, right.  Isn't that why most of us go to church, for fire insurance just in case?
     If you haven't read all the way through, the scientists are suspecting they may be opening up another dimension and I'm suspecting satan has been patiently nursing along high tech to the point we're going to blast through into the dimension where God has all the wicked angels chained up until judgment day.  I think Jesus might like some time with his former companions when they come through the portal.

Edit: Jesus, I repeat the below invitation 6-22-15 after you helped me solve the delusion of 2 THESSALONIANS 2: 9-12.  Please come on down whenever you like.

  Jesus, help me make it happen and with the world as my witness, I hereby invite you to come along on what I hope will be a combined honeymoon / visit, with all the friends you'd like to bring. Give us a little privacy though please.  It's a bit unnerving to think about the audience I suspect I have now.  Please feel free to hang around the Collider as long as you want and see the fun when they fire that thing up.  Go ahead and feel free to get rowdy, have a party and tear the place up if you want to. I'm sure we'll be discussing it more as the time gets closer.
     If I have the authority as a  human who lives on earth, I hereby invite Jesus to take as many of his companions as he might wish and go visit the Hadron Collider any time he wants and to do with it anything he might wish.

Edit from 6-21-15  Thanks for all the help Jesus.  What a relief that that's over.  It was exciting.  I'll be looking forward to my next assignment after I catch up with my business.  Please don't make me do this alone again though but I will if you tell me to.  Thanks for the beautiful, joyous wife I hope to have by then and thanks for sending me to the Torch.  That was the most heavenly worship music I've ever heard, as you well know I sat through twice, was hoping 2 services with Sunday school might be enough threeness for you and God.  I'm like a kid at Christmas, I can't wait for my present.  She's waiting too you said.  I'm wondering if she's you know who from town.  She's beautiful.
     I remember once hoping you'd use me to help you save a million souls somehow.  You may have just done that with 16 million baptists in the country and 1.2 billion catholics in the world, many of whom may soon be getting acquainted with Fear of God.  I assume you've got him on standby.  I believe he's about to get busier than I've been.  Is it ok for me to advertise on the blog?  I think it might get some numbers soon.  It's there anyway so why not make some money off of it?  I don't think I have to hide if we're keeping the anti christ out of power.
     As I'm learning the rules here, I think you need an invitation to go into satan's territory, from the way you pulled me back the other day.  Since you and God tricked me into having to behave by making me very knowledgable in the Bible and potential teacher to the world, I figured I might as well take advantage of the situation and tie up all the loose ends.
     With God and the world as my witness, I hereby invite you to come visit any time you like and bring all the friends you want.  Please have your way with the false prophet and anti christ and any and all other beasts or men who are messing up God's plan.  I'd like you to stay as long as you want and drop in any time.  Please feel free to destroy satan's army and satan too if that would be in the rule book.
     You scolded me once about this, I hope I'm not crossing a line here but I was looking forward to 1,000 years with you and my beautiful, joyous wife.  I'm not sure if that still works if we get our heads chopped off.  I'd been getting used to the idea but it would be unpleasant and there'd probably be some internment and bad treatment involved.  If you can make it happen, I'd prefer to avoid all that mess, especially since my life is just now about to start getting good.
     I know you have at least a million little angels.  If they're just sitting around playing cards or something, why not send them down too and have them put all those nasty demons in another dimension where they can't pester us any more.  The more the merrier, you're invited to bring the whole gang.
     Also, if it's in my authority I'd like to invite you into satan's strongholds, the catholic churches to do whatever you might like.  I'm sure it goes without saying, please cover me and my loved ones, and new wife.  I wonder what she knows right now.  I suspect satan isn't very pleased with me at the moment.  Please, Jesus, please, let me bring my sons and their families.  they were raised baptist and may believe the lie.  
     I realize it's going to take a bit of time to get the baptists and catholics straightened out.  I think we'd all be happy for you to come on for the 1,000 years just as soon as convenient.  Do I get a new nick name now?  Maybe I shouldn't, my head is already too big but could you let me know how I'll know the woman is the right one?   Please send a message through Mama.   Thanks, Your Friend,

 a Misfit Child of God