56. I CAN'T KEEP THE PERSONAL OUT OF IT

This is copied from #51. PERSONAL JOURNAL, I wanted it to be easy to find.  I may have to move or go on the road at some point.  As of now this really isn't anonymous, I'm giving it to people, but would like it to be. My go between had me edit out all references which made her identifiable and suggested I take out all the personal business to make this more scholarly, but I can't.  Too much of the supernatural is related to the personal, Jesus told me to use rigorous honesty in the COUNSELING SESSION WITH THE HOLY SPIRIT / CODEPENDENCY and as I pointed out in #1. INTRODUCTION, the supernatural of God is entertwined with my personal life, thoughts going up in prayer, HE'S ASKING FOR A HARLOT, HEDGE OF THORNS, etc.
     I don't mind sharing all of my sin with the world anonymously, but right now, I'm not very anonymous and I don't have much choice about it, God's telling me to do this.

In His service, a Misfit Child of God