63. APOLOGY / WARNING TO PASTORS / IN THE SPIRIT TO UNDERSTAND THE SPIRIT

Email to 2 friends, apology to the world, IN THE SPIRIT TO UNDERSTAND THE SPIRIT, MESSAGE TO PASTORS

JAMES 5:16 "Therefore confess your sins to each other and pray for each other so that you may be healed."  I need someone to confess to and you two are the only people I can make a confession to.

Edit, I can confess to the whole world.

     I'm learning about much of the hidden meaning to the Bible and perhaps the breakthrough I'm after doesn't come in one big event but a bunch of little breakthroughs which, when combined, enable me and others to use the "keys to the kingdom".  MATTHEW 16:19 "I will give you the keys to the kingdom of heaven; what you bind on earth, I will bind in  heaven, what you loose on earth, I will loose in heaven."  I'm making a series of small breakthroughs as I come to understand the Bible better.  

     At my current level of understanding, I see much hidden meaning in the verse, James 5:16.  I see some proof against the commonly held misconception that christians can't have a demon, which I will elaborate on in my next posting and I see proof of the mysterious, spiritual truth that we must confess to others, not just God, to get the evil cleaned out and obtain healing.  As I saw in my own struggle with alcoholism, keeping it between God and me didn't do any good, it was only when going to A.A. and confessing to others that healing came.  Unfortunately, there's no prayer in A.A. but there could be in Celebrate Recovery where Jesus is welcome as are all problems, not just alcoholism and drug abuse.

     My faith is rising, as the prophets said it would and I'm tuning in the "spirit man" component of myself.  Maybe I don't go directly to God as did the prophets of old, that's not biblical, we have Jesus as our intercessor.  I don't know what I'm looking for but it's coming together, I'll get an idea, then realize, "No, there's more," or maybe, "I had that wrong, I need to go this way."  Jesus is guiding me and teaching me, coaching me and counseling me as I go, communicating with me by word of knowledge through a couple different sources, helping me unlock the treasure that is in the Bible as well as my personal quest for a compatible wife.  

     The spirit part of me vs. soul seems to be growing as I gain insight and concepts such as the fact that something mysterious and spiritual happens when baptized in the Spirit that makes understanding the Bible easier.  I'm wondering if there might be some trick verses that those without the baptism can't comprehend.  

     Here's a message to all those cessationist churches including the Baptists who believe the gifts of 1 CORINTHIANS 12 stopped with the disciples.  They don't want to see tongues, don't believe in them.  Yes, Paul teaches they're worthless in church without an interpreter, but they should be proof that the other 8 gifts may  also be alive and well.  I love seeing tongues as it seriously increased my faith the first time I came across them, something unexplainable by science, undeniable proof to me of God's existence.
     God won't do anything miraculous if we don't believe He will.  As I wrote earlier, belief is a big component of any miracle or healing and from watching Dr. Keyton, it seems either party of the two involved, the one doing or receiving prayer seems to be able to bring enough faith to make the miracle happen when we make that mysterious spiritual connection.  Putting a hand or hands on each other seems to be required to help the flow.  We live in a very mysterious world that science can't explain.  God made the rules, we have to learn them.
      I'm teaching people in my life how to pray for me and it's helping me get the demons out and making me feel better.  I'm going through another seriously bizarre experience right now, having trouble with doubt and unbelief, confusion, and anxiety, all names by the way for some of satan's troups.  Is this for real???  Jesus is talking to me and getting me regular messages???  Is this really happening???  I'm getting some acceptance of the circumstances since there are 3 other people involved and Jesus is covering me. He may have saved me from some serious spiritual evil yesterday by having me back off from rushing in to what may be one of satan's holdings.   Adam gave satan the deed to the earth, he has certain rights here.  I do believe God is going to bring me a woman with whom I will share near perfect compatibility and as happy a life as 2 people could want.   I'm half expecting to get locked up soon and definitely sometime in the future as 2 angels have been foretold for my future and it seems they often show up for jailbreaks, but numerous other times too.  I doubt they'll just drop by for coffee and cards.  

     Since the Baptists don't want to see tongues, the most common manifestation of a baptism of the spirit, very few of their pastors will be baptized in the Spirit.  Therefore, they won't be able to understand the Bible as they should as 1 CORINTHIANS 2:14 tells us:  "The person without the Spirit does not accept the things that come from the Spirit of God but considers them foolishness, and cannot understand them because they are discerned only through the Spirit."
     From a recent personal experience with a leader in the Baptist church who simply could not understand HEBREWS 6:4-6, regardless how I rephrased it for him, a warning verse: "It is impossible for those who have once been enlightened, who have tasted the heavenly gift, who have shared in the Holy Spirit, who have tasted the goodness of the word of God and the powers of the coming age and who have fallen away, to be brought back to repentance," I'm wondering if there may be "trick" verses that cannot be comprehended by those not baptized in the Spirit.
     This man is highly thought of by his  unbaptized in the Spirit pastor and others who know him but I was puzzled why he couldn't understand something that seemed crystal clear to me.  He couldn't understand the english regardless of how simple I made it.  Maybe satan has those not "in the Spirit" blinded to the meaning of the warning verses.   I want to research this with some devout unbelievers, this could be a big part of the breakthrough I'm after.

 Edit from 6-20-15  This may be my breakthrough or one of them.  The above verses clearly tell me that we can go to hell as true believers if we fall away.  I'm baptized in the Spirit, I've learned from my experience and others that we understand the Bible better.  There's some unexplainable spiritual thing that happens here.  Perhaps there are also verses that are "confounded" to those not in the Spirit.  A question for my reader, go back over Hebrews 6:4-6 above.  See if to you that means you can go to hell with true faith if you fall away from following God or if once you believe in Jesus, you're saved no matter what you might do.

     If these folks are not able to comprehend the warning verses in Hebrews, that would be the reason for their doctrine;  BAPTIST DOCTRINE:  "We believe the saints shall persevere in grace and not finally fall away," or as commonly stated in layman's terms. "Once saved, always saved."  As I state over and over, this is a license to sin.   Being vigorously honest as Jesus told me to do in my COUNSELING WITH THE HOLY SPIRIT / CODEPENDENCY posting, if I were absolutely certain of my salvation regardless of what I might do, I might go out and indulge my flesh a bit.  We should try to follow the rules to please God but we also need a little fear of God, one of the seven spirits of God goes by that name.  

     How many millions of christians believe this lie of satan and are on their way to hell because of it?  I suspect their pastors will get a lower level for having led them there.   I'm growing personally as I go here.  As Jesus told me, "BUILD DON'T BURN, GUIDE DON'T CHIDE," I need a gentler approach than one I just used.  In trying to discuss this with a Baptist preacher, I thought I was kicking butt for Jesus, but it didn't go well.  The local police department let me know yesterday if I make any further contact with that church, I'll be turned over to the FBI.  Sorry Jesus, I screwed up.  I had good intentions and you know how you could redeem the situation, I explained it to you last night, but it's up to you.  Aren't you and God glad you have me to help you out.  Thanks for making me so brilliant, humble too.   Yeah, I need to work on that.  

     Ok, here's my confession and what had been intended as a teaching message, but I let in satan's spirit named Anger as a result of an email from the pastor and behaved badly, I was a poor witness.  I'm truly sorry for my approach, will go at it differently at my next opportunity which may be coming up soon.

First email:
A TEACHING MESSAGE WITH SCRIPTURE FOR A PASTOR

  There's much the Bible doesn't tell us but Jesus still teaches his people who "move among" the gifts of 1 COR 12.  For instance, in these circles it's common knowledge that soul ties are formed and demon transfer occurs during sex.  Soul ties are the sharing of a piece of each others' soul, great in marriage, not good with multiple partners.  Look at my posting COUNSELING WITH THE HOLY SPIRIT / CODEPENDENCY and you'll see that Jesus had us renounce soul ties in his name, those in most mainstream churches have no idea about these things, they don't let Jesus in.  

     1 COR 2:14 "The person without the Spirit does not accept the things that come from the Spirit of God but considers them foolishness, and cannot understand them because they are discerned only through the Spirit." 

Edit from 6-26-15  Any true christian will have the Spirit and can understand the Bible, but for some unexplainable reason, it becomes more clear and understandable with the large dosing of the Spirit that happens with a baptism of the Spirit.  This "baptism" is certainly not necessary to be saved.

 In layman's terms, one must be baptized in the Spirit to fully understand the Bible.  See my posting # 20. EMAIL FROM A FRIEND, how he suddenly, as did I, understood the Bible much better after his baptism in the Spirit and received the gift of tongues.  An insatiable desire to read the Bible, listen to worship music, and witness about Jesus lingers for weeks or months after the baptism, and we all experience this. 

     Those in the know believe that one should be baptized in the Spirit to be qualified to teach the Bible and it's a requirement for Pentecostal churches, as evidenced by tongues.  The implication here though is that all upper leadership in cessationist churches can't know this because they haven't had the baptism of the Spirit.  They don't know what it is, they don't believe in it, Jesus doesn't show up in their churches, if they do stumble across his power, they may think it's satanic because they don't believe it exists. 
     I disagree with the Pentecostal church policy as the Holy Spirit will distribute the gifts as he sees fit, I received word of knowledge and had a prophetic experience, but no tongues, both latent for 3 1/2 years since the time I went astray, yet my partner in sin, Chris, kept her gifts of tongues, interpreting them and prophecy.  She facilitates my counseling sessions with Jesus.   

1 Corinthians 12:7-11New King James Version (NKJV)

7 But the manifestation of the Spirit is given to each one for the profit of all:8 for to one is given the word of wisdom through the Spirit, to another the word of knowledge through the same Spirit, 9 to another faith by the same Spirit, to another gifts of healings by the same[a] Spirit, 10 to another the working of miracles, to another prophecy, to another discerning of spirits, to another different kinds of tongues, to another the interpretation of tongues. 11 But one and the same Spirit works all these things, distributing to each one individually as He wills.

I explained earlier that the Holy Spirit isn't a separate being as distorted by satan's main religion, catholicism, but is Jesus's spirit.  John 16:13 "But when he, the spirit of truth comes, he will guide you in all truth.  He will not speak on his own; he will speak only what he hears and he will tell you what is yet to come.  He will glorify me because it is from me he will receive what he will make known to you.  All that belongs to the Father is mine.  that is why I said that the Spirit will receive from me what he will make known to you."

     I don't have any idea about the history of the gifts, if they were turned off for centuries or not, many churches deny their current existence but I know with absolute certainty they are back and going strong, have been for many years.  God is pouring out His spirit on all people right now as we approach the tribulation period, I think imminently just based on what He's doing with me. 

     From the prophet Joel, repeated by Paul in Acts 2:17 - 26

Acts 2:17-26New King James Version (NKJV)

17 ‘And it shall come to pass in the last days, says God,
That I will pour out of My Spirit on all flesh;
Your sons and your daughters shall prophesy,
Your young men shall see visions,
Your old men shall dream dreams.
18 And on My menservants and on My maidservants
I will pour out My Spirit in those days;
And they shall prophesy.
19 I will show wonders in heaven above
And signs in the earth beneath:
Blood and fire and vapor of smoke.
20 The sun shall be turned into darkness,
And the moon into blood,
Before the coming of the great and awesome day of the Lord.
21 And it shall come to pass
That whoever calls on the name of the Lord
Shall be saved.’[a]

   If I were one of these cessationist pastors, I'd be very concerned about teaching error which I know with certainty they are.  See below the Baptist constitutional statement. 

8. We believe the saints shall persevere in grace and not finally fall away. 
"Once saved, always saved" in layman's terms."

Fair warning to teachers: 
James 3:1

3 My brethren, let not many of you become teachers, knowing that we shall receive a stricter judgment.

    But many do fall away, go astray and don't come back.  I went astray, my gifts stopped but I'm back.  Does anyone leave and live in sin?  Perhaps continue in their beliefs?  See my posting #62 HOW TO GET TO HELL WITH TRUE FAITH where I present the warning scriptures of Hebrews stating that with certain behaviors, even though faith continues, salvation will be lost.  At this writing, I'm suspecting these messages may not be comprehensible to those not baptized in the Spirit.

     About your sermon source.  It is incorrect.  There is much misinformation on biblical topics and I point out much error in my blog.  For instance, in your description of Lucifer, Ezekiel 28:13, your translation said sprockets and mountings, mistranslated from tabrets and pipes from the King James version, not settings for precious stones but musical instruments, Lucifer had musical instruments built into his body, the director of the heavenly choir. 

     I also point out other translation errors in angel naming from Ephesians 6:12 in posting on ANGELS.  My calling has been to get to an ultra high level of Bible understanding for some sort of breakthrough, I know much of the Bible well, will never know it all, hidden meaning all over as I point out should you read through the blog.

    I should work on being more civil, less proud and arrogant of the job God has called me for.  By the way, I have a true calling from God as given me by a prophetic word from Dr. Bree Keyton in S.C., the same message delivered with different words, by three Healing House prophets in Loveland CO.  Jesus does not communicate with me just by scripture though I study it much every day, receive messages but not directions, I take some guidance by what he puts in front of me.  I hear from Jesus by 3 different servants of his with specific words and phrases, directions, feedback, i.e."personal messages are for me, not to be shared with community," delivered at the same time I got a cold shoulder from him and the word, "glibness," which told me about needing to edit my blog.  See my 2 counseling sessions with Jesus via Chris through her gifts, COUNSELING WITH THE HOLY SPIRIT / CODEPENDENCY and BUILD DON'T BURN, GUIDE DON'T CHIDE.  Those are Jesus's words through a servant with gifts of tongues, interpreting them and prophecy.  You should really take me very seriously.  Do you get it?  I'm not making this up.  This isn't fiction.  God has me on a for real end times mission and is communicating with me regularly.  It appears I'm being raised as an end times prophet either onee of many Elijah's from MALACHI 4:5 or possibly the Elijah.  There is much supernatural in my life from God regularly.  I think you should reflect on this a bit and consider how serious it is.  You aren't hearing from the ultimate authority, you aren't even baptized in the Spirit, brother, you aren't qualified for your job. 

     I'm not an individual out to make enemies in my new community because I've read my Bible a bit and think I see some error.  I'd have said nothing, I'd have dropped this when I tried to politely clue you in a couple Sundays ago with a copy of my posting SOURCE OF DEMONS.  I'm making an issue of this from my authority as a representative of God.  

     I was nothing but polite to ******, should have used nicer verbage with you, may have anonymously called him clueless, you as well in my blog.  I'm not bringing charges against you or anyone else.  I don't want to join your church.  I am a true servant of God in communication with Jesus regularly and I'm trying to warn you that your eternal soul is in danger from the false doctrine the Baptist organization teaches.  you should take this to the top.  I've given you scriptural support for everything I say.  

     It's in the blog.  The demons Jesus drove out would have been strongholds of hundreds or thousands.  Infer something from JAMES 5:16, "Therefore confess your sins to each other, pray for one another and be healed."  It's all in the blog.  What's being healed.  Is something causing the malady?  Like what?  A demon maybe?  Actually a numbe rof demons because unless it's a huge or unusually powerful one, one won't be noticed, only when they get to strongholds do they make changes in behavior.  See my posting # 57. HOLY SPIRIT AND DEMON(II) for info from an expert who's figured out that all your mainstream thought is wrong. 

     Jesus seems to have approved of my posting 53. BAPTIST CHURCH, SATAN'S SOCIAL CLUB, but I don't get all the feedback I like and no direct personal communication.  That's turned off because I think I'm supposed to break through to God the Father without intercession from Jesus.  I assumed he approved only because "communication lines" or feelings of my go between seemed good, not cold as when message "glibness" was delivered. 

YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED, YOU WILL BE HELD ACCOUNTABLE.

Edit: not in email, my intent here is "held accountable by God."  I was unchristian in my approach here, might have done some good had I tried to be more like Jesus was to individuals in this situation vs. taking Jesus's approach with the leaders of his day.  I'm not Jesus, just a very flawed servant of his, certainly not in a position of his righteousness or authority.

Now, I'd be happy to loan you a serious book on spiritual warfare and again will offer to teach your teachers or you could get the info from my blog.  I might like to drop in for a service from time to time unless you ban me.  In that case, I will ask, is it God's church, satan's church or your church?  Your church is at zero level vs. level one I have to really seek out to find.  That's why I see different levels.  Satan owns your church and most across America and you are spreading his lies.  I seriously think your eternal soul may hinge on making some serious changes.  I expect to hear from God soon about timing, I think from my self and info I sift through the tribulation starts in earnest next fall.  I hope I'm wrong.

Next email:  

HEBREWS 6:4-6

     See if you're as clueless as ****** and can twist this around to mean that it's impossible for you not be be saved once you're saved.  I suspect a lot of Baptist pastors will have a long time in a dark lonely place to reflect on the error of their teaching.  I suggest you start taking me very seriously real soon.  I work for God at His calling, not on my own.  I did volunteer years ago for whatever He might want to use me for, but I did not seek out this job, it's really messing up what were my personal plans.  You work for money, have yourself a nice cushy job and a social club.  

Next email:

CALL ME PLEASE

I'm close by and flexible, can come in about anytime.  You may have a big part to play, I'm not sure.  You need to understand what's going on here.  I am an introvert.  I want to be left alone, and I leave people alone.  I don't like when people trespass on my property and I'll respect theirs.  I was hoping to start a new life here, get some rental income going, try to do a relationship the right way for once, meet my last wife, work in the garden, can some food, go play, have some sex, meet some friends, go to church on Sunday.  Get the idea!

     Did God call you or did you imagine God called you?  You are a charismatic man, good in front of a crowd, have a nice job, respected in the community, etc.  God called me and I'm doing his job.  It is for real, numerous other people involved not a figment of my imagination or insanity on my part.  I'm supposed to learn the Bible extremely well and expect some sort of breakthrough.  I have been very frustrated, not sure just what I'm looking for, living a miserable lonely life, not having sex, or dates, getting up sometimes the night before to work on this stuff.  I'm not joking about the woman stuff in the blog, I think God has her tied to the breakthrough.  I may have made the intellectual part.  Our bodies by Einstein's theory are nothing more than super slowed down energy, so slow that it hardens.  Jesus has put one step in front of the other, leading me through this.  At the moment I'm at a stopping point, I'll say what now God?  and soemthing will come up that seems obvious, posting topics, etc. 

     Oh yeah the breakthrough.  God is spirit.  Jesus is an angel.  i think the deal I'm t get to is the discovery that we are also angels.  Puny ones at the bottom of the chain, trapped in these bodies till they die, but angels nonetheless.  It seems to be the intellectual breakthrough because I could study the Bible for life and probaly not get all the hidden meaning.  Beats me why God did that, I'm learning lots of strange stuff about how God seems to work.  I have, may be recovered from codependency.  i cry every day, I don't really want to be doing this, I want a woman in my life, I want sex, but don't dare break the rules now that God has tricked me into teaching the world by way of the blog.  I'm learnig all this deep stuff by what he leads me to write and personal experience.  Whoever knows better gets beat more, that's a verse, whoever teaches gets judged more harshly.

     I don;'t like conflict, shy away from it, don't like to manage people, normally worked alone, even building houses, other than mechanical subs, made a lot of money though because I'm smart, figure things out.  I don't know why me, maybe because I've been dead, hung on a tree as a kid in serious pain with a total abusive sorry piece of humanity for a father.  

     i think I get the woman now, because Jesus just broke his normal rules and gave me some specific information on where she lives.  I've never seen him get specific before.   I'll have to have some sexual relief to stop lusting and if I'm supposed to clean up for God, that'll only happen with a wife.  Hiawasee is my tip on where she lives, so I narrowed my posting down, put it all out there to weed out most women who won't fit, think God may still give her the magic question so we don't have to do the normal year of getting to know each other, time seems to be of essence.   Maybe I get laid soon instead of years.  I can't tell people what my life is about, they think I'm nuts.   I'm having myself a miserable life, but will do whatever God wants, it's making the concept of eternity a real thing for me.  Oh well , a miserable 4 more years or so till I get my head cut off, then it's supposed to get good.  I can't kill myself , will get hell for that.      How about we try to work together,  maybe keep you out of hell for misleading people, unknowingly teaching them bullshit, save some souls.  I don't know what next for me.  I get burned out on looking for all this detail in the Bible, trying to figure out I'm not sure what, wouldn't mind with a wife I could get along with.  i hate my life right now.  Give me a call

     

Next email:

A LITTLE BREAKTHROUGH

I gnaw and chew on and puzzle over and have these little breakthroughs.  False modesty aside, I guess I'm brilliant.  The words are for real.  It is a very puzzling mysterious world we live in and I'm just starting to get it myself.  I read this stuff, Jesus seems to be guiding me.  I read earlier about our 3 parts, flesh, mind and soul.  The physical man can't understand the spiritual stuff.  THAT IS TRUE  We only see things though from the perspective of the physical man because most of us don't get past it.  I can't explain it logically, it's God's world and I'm just getting some grasp of it all.  God may have thousands of earths going on, He doesn't manage all the detail.  How can He, or Jesus be with everybody at once?  I don't think high level math can explain that although going back and forth into the future, yes but not the past.  I don't think He can see every possible outcome for everything or He wouldn't do so many things He regrets, making Saul king, making us, sending the watchers down, but He didn't send them down, they came on thier own and hijacked some bodies for sex with women, archangels, bad asses.  Jude 6 and 7  He chained themn up for sex sin like sodom and Goorrah, they made the giants, their immortal souls passing through fathers, our souls go through fathers, created teh demons when the nephilim died, but only paternal lineage, the others with motal souls Repahim, same size and look but no demons.  Nephilim may still bve with us. 

   Anyway, sorry , I wander, maybe ****** isn't quite the idiot he seemed to me, he's not baptized in the spirit so for some mystical spiritual reason, just can't see what is plain as day to me.  You probably can't either.  That verse, you have to be in the Spirit to understand it, I've been using the words, but it just sunk in.

    Weird stuff about pryer too.  We have to confess sin to get better and have somebody else pray it out, it doesn't work when we try to do ourselves.  God put this together, gave me reason to make us butt heads with posting against baptist churc, another leading.  Welcome to my weird, supernatural world buddy.  Some sort of sp;iritual thing happ[ens when we p;ray with others, I don't understand, am just learning the rules.  We'll have to go over verses and see how each of us interprets them. 
Start with Hebrews 6:4-6, google warning verses in Hebrews.  It's clear to me that our salvation can be lost, but I understood that before baptism when baptist preacher said it at a suicide.  This could be interesting. 

   

 Next email:

THIS COULD BE THE BREAKTHROUGH I'M AFTER

I apologize for getting ready to call down fire from heaven and fry your butt in the first couple emails.  I thought I found something huge in the fact that we're tiny angels, but thinking it through, anybody should be able to accept that, we have a spirit, that's an angel, just a matter of perspective, sure all spirits are angels, nothing huge there.  Maybe there are "trick" verses that one must be baptized in the spirit to get.

     Baptists don't "allow" tongues as I understand it.  Tongues are the most common manifestation of a baptism in the spirit.  I raised muy kids in a Baptist church, other than that and a couple other points, I had not huge disagreement with the teaching.  

     There was the time I pointed out all the discrepancies in the Bible, after the pastor said it's the inerrant, infallible word of God.  In a small group, I started asking him about errors, How did Judas die.  "Hanged himself?"  I can say, "I have inerrant infallible proof he fell down in the field of blood and spilled his guts out."  Many more, he finally said, "Don't look so hard for errors."  

     I'm after something huge, don't know what it is, don't know why Jesus can't tell me, maybe part of the deal about satan having the deed to the earth.  The rules seem to be that I have to uncover something on my own, Jesus can give me feedback, put things in front of me, give me counseling, etc. but can't come right out and tell me. 

     Maybe I don't become a modern day prophet and go talk to God, maybe I turn up something like this.  It exasperated me trying to talk to ******, I rephrased for him, eliminated clauses, "It is impossible for those who've been in deep and fallen away to be brought back to repentance," i.e. and he still couldn't get it.  I assume that none or very few baptist pastors are baptized in the spirit since tongues happen most of the time it occurs, so if you can't see or understand the warning verses, that could be my breakthrough.  

     From my own point of view and as I wrote in the blog in my posting, if I were sure of "once saved, always saved," and I put it in spanish at an attempt at humor, I might go out and indulge my flesh every now and then, give myself something to look forward to on friday nights e.g.  (There's a small informal prostitution business of some sort going on in town, $30 for a mexican woman, I learned about from a mexican lumber yard worker, *****and I were teasing with).  That belief, also as stated in your doctrine is a license to sin.  Maybe you guys can't understand something and it's all over your church.  Let's sit down and see how we interpret some verses.  

     

NEVERMIND ME!!!!

 I just got a warning message .  I'm not to seek you out.  Do not meet with me because I asked for it.  Invite me in only if you want to talk to me.  ******* *** *** ****

In his service, a Misfit Child of God