Today while working I asked myself "Why am I doing this?" Spending hours on writing this blog, trying to get some message out. I'm now living on property I bought intending as my retirement home. My plan was to raise my own food and maybe make my own power with the creek but I'm apathetic about it without someone to share it with. The strawberries are rotting on the ground. The blueberry bushes are loaded with ripening fruit. My brother, who planted them says he'll take those and give me a couple pies out of the deal. The fruit trees are loaded with green fruit.
It started as a combined search for healing and God, with the intent maybe to bring others help for their problems or closer to God from my shared experiences. I suppose it's become something of a calling. I've been told to do it by some powerfully connected people of God.
I have seen the power of God in action, He's given me some personal experiences with it. I know it's there and available for us if we can figure out how to unleash it. Maybe He needs someone like I who will over analyze and puzzle over and chew and gnaw on a problem until it's solved.
Why me though? Couldn't God just give whatever He wants uncovered to someone active in word of knowledge? Couldn't He give me some word of knowledge again?
I'm quite frustrated and a bit angry with God right now. I just want a woman to share my life with and, I know this will sound comical to the reader but it seems like God wants me to make some huge breakthrough, heal and save the world before He's going to let me have a date. I'm stressing out about this. Maybe He's healing me of co dependency in the process. Ok God, I feel better now, let me have that woman please.
I emailed Dr. Keyton to see if she could give me a clue. I know she doesn't remember me but she might know what her words meant. here's the correspondence:
To: savethepygmies@breekeytonministries.com
Hi Folks,
Interesting!!!
I am not one who makes up prophecies. Many do, but I only care, to hear from God and do His will.
Also, I usually forget prophecies God gives through me, as they are not for me.
In Israel there is a statue in Megiddo. It is of Elijah. The title on it is: "Statue of the Elijah's".
The Elijah's are now arising, for the end-times. You will be one of them if you stay very close to the LORD of Hosts, and do not deviate from "His" path. ('If you love me, keep my commandments')
This is all I have time for. Packing for another tour.
In Him,
BreeThe reference to the Elijahs is from Mal 4: 5 "I will send you Elijah the prophet before the coming of the great and dreadful day of the Lord." I didn't get it from God, but the idea of the dollar crashing seems to be moving into mainstream thought , not just that of the conspiracy theory folks. The only thing holding the dollar up is faith in it, if that goes as well as international faith, so goes the dollar. A few things, both biblical and secular converge in fall, 2015.
To name a couple, the fourth blood moon of the rare tetrad happens Sept. 28, and there will not be another in the next 500 years, see Blood Moon posting. From Revelation 6:12 "I watched as he opened the sixth seal...the whole moon turned blood red." The prophet Joel, later repeated by Paul in Acts 2;17-20 "In the last days, God says, I will pour out my spirit on all people, your sons and daughters will prophesy, your young men will see visions, your old men will dream dreams...the sun will be turned to darkness and the moon to blood before the coming of the great and glorious day of the Lord."
Secularly, the Jade Helm 15 military exercise in several western states, looking suspiciously like practice for martial law in America, will be conducted from August 15 through Sept. 15. There are other behind the scenes actions going on in Washington.
I believe we have reached the fullness of time and tumultuous times are coming soon, perhaps the one world currency, the rise of the antichrist and the return of Jesus.
I didn't ask Dr. Keyton if the Elijahs get to have wives or not. I'm stuck. I know what can happen if I misbehave or run from God. I don't want another trial. Look what happened to Jonah. Ok God, I don't know what to do now, I don't seem to have any active gifts, please just make it clear what you want me to do and in the meantime, I'm going to keep working on my rental houses and land. Could I have a date please?
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