71. CESSATIONIST CONUNDRUM / A DREAM / MORE ON THE LIE

     I thought I'd end the last blog on the nice Godly number of 70, but maybe not.  Jesus and God like 3's, 7s, and 10s.  I noticed after writing them that the 2 most critical postings seemed to be #63 and #66, both divisible by 3.  The number 70 isn't divisible by 3 but starts with a 7, so I thought that might be it, but here I am, up at 12:30 a.m. feeling led to write at least one more posting on this blog, ...maybe there'll be 1 more.  I think I know what it will be.  I'll title it now and leave it dark.
     To recap a couple points, John 16: 13 - 15 "But when he, the Spirit of truth comes, he will guide you in all truth.  He will not speak on his own; he will speak only what he hears and he will tell you what is yet to come.  He will glorify me because it is from me that he will receive what he will make known to you.  All that belongs to the Father is mine.  That is why I said the Spirit will receive from me what he will make known to you."  Tongues is the most common manifestation of a baptism of the Spirit but is only one of the 9 gifts of 1 COR 12.  Where there are tongues, there are usually other gifts and people who hear from Jesus in a variety of ways.  We should run to tongues not away from them because they are a manifestation of Jesus's spirit.
     Something spiritual happens with a baptism of the Spirit, unexplainable by science.  We who've experienced it know that our Bible suddenly becomes easier to understand and more interesting to read.  Perhaps these entire organizations have something of a lesser delusion to that which God has placed on the Baptist organization, regarding 1 COR 2:14  "The person without the Spirit does not accept the things that come from the Spirit but considers them foolishness, and cannot understand them because they are discerned only through the Spirit."
     The leadership and members of the cessationist churches may have some of the Spirit and be well intentioned people, trying to serve God and heaven bound, just not as much of a dose of the Spirit required to make the shift to better Bible understanding.  They'll never get a baptism in the Spirit because they don't believe in it, don't really understand what it is.  They may never be able to get past the simplest levels of on the surface understanding of the Bible.  This bodes ominously for all the leadership, considering JAMES 3:1 "Not many of you should become teachers, my fellow believers, because you know that we who teach will be judged more strictly."
     I raised my family in a Baptist church and recall few disagreements with the preaching other than the doctrine, "once saved, always saved," but I wasn't baptized in the Spirit myself at the time.  I was dissatisfied with my pastor telling me not to look so hard for errors in the Bible when he couldn't answer my questions about so many apparent discrepancies.  I haven't researched these and still can't answer these questions, but am happy to accept there are answers since Jesus told me to.
     Jesus gave me the paragraph in BELIEVE ALL OR BELIEVE NONE.  That's good enough for me.  I have been told there is an answer to all the apparent discrepancies, it didn't seem relevant to my quest so I haven't pursued learning that topic yet.
     I believe I've been getting messages from God in dreams, but we know such things could be from satan or our imaginations.  I've put pen and paper on my nightstand to try to catch things.  Last night I got the tail end of something.  "My star will be a star of David, a messianic Jewish woman.  She'll come from another country."  Time will tell.  Thank you Jesus for the hint.  Now I'll be looking for a woman with brownish or olive skin.  I'll have to get to know her a bit to learn this about her but will have a way to identify her.  Maybe you aren't going to make me do this alone again.
     That certainly wouldn't have come from satan.  I don't think it was my imagination as I'd been seeing a certain acquaintance in town as my most likely prospect.  Knowing how closely my every thought is being scrutinized, I'm managing a "clean up" pretty well on my own, but it's difficult.  I don't care to elaborate on that.  All of our thoughts are being scrutinized just as mine are but very few of us get the feedback I do.  "Take every thought captive for Christ."  I get it now.
     I'm sure I speak for God when I say He'd like us to give up all our pagan traditions such as Christmas with the tree and decorations, (symbolic of creating our own idol to Nimrod, decorated with balls representing his testicles), wrong date of Jesus's birth, (Nimrod's birthday was December 25th), Easter, (another name for Semiramis, the Queen of Heaven) with all its pagan trappings such as sunrise service, hunting eggs and eating ham and worship on Sunday vs. the correct day, Saturday.  Halloween should be obvious to all.  (See posting #39. ROMAN CATHOLIC CHURCH, SATAN'S RELIGION / PAGANISM for more detail on our adopted pagan traditions).   I believe He'd like us to get back to celebration of the Jewish Holy days and festivals.
     Pondering things in jail, it dawned on me how obfuscated is the lie of 2 THESSALONIANS 2: 9 - 12, the Baptist doctrine:  "We believe the saints shall persevere in grace and not finally fall away." Who do you think wrote that?

In his service, a Misfit Child of God
   

70. JAIL TIME, APOLOGY, NEXT ASSIGNMENT

     A couple nights ago, Mama heard crackling on her "waves," and didn't know what it meant.  Seconds later, there was a loud pounding on my door with a couple deputies at my house for the purpose of arresting me for terrorist threats.  I just spent the last couple days in jail with nothing to read or do.  I spent a lot of quiet time with Jesus and he did something to me, I'm not sure what.  I tried to sleep the hours away and every time I'd come to from dozing it felt as if he'd been loading data into my brain.  The only thing I caught was the last half of Malachi 3:10, incredible bounty is about to be poured on me.   All I wanted was to squeeze into heaven when I die and find my soulmate in the meantime.  She's nowhere in sight, Mama says as soon as I forget about her, she'll pop up. That's like telling a kid on Dec. 23 to forget about Christmas.
     I'll repeat my apology to all here.  I've heard from most who are close to me, a personal message from Jesus and was shown a verse by the Holy Spirit, 2 TIMOTHY 2:25  "Opponents must be gently instructed, in the hope that God will grant them repentance leading them to a knowledge of the truth, and that they will come to their senses and escape from the trap of the devil, who has taken them captive to do his will."  I've got the message.  I'm truly sorry to all.  When recently arguing with a sister who said she doesn't believe in tongues, I was quick to become angry with my thinking, "You don't know what you're talking about, I do, you should shut up and listen to me!"  That approach will never get good results.
     My head butting with a certain local pastor may have been part of the plan, which led to the breakthrough of the lie and delusion, but I'm not to behave as I did, with pride and arrogance, but with humility and gentleness.  It may have been necessary to give me the quiet time I had with Jesus in jail and some more training.
     The charges will be easy to beat as they are a distortion of emails in posting # 63. APOLOGY / WARNING TO PASTORS / IN THE SPIRIT TO UNDERSTAND THE SPIRIT.  In one, I joked, "I apologize for getting ready to call down fire from heaven and fry your butt in the first couple emails."  He distorted this to mean I made the threat I was going to call down fire from heaven and fry his butt. Somewhere else I said I felt it was my job to "kick butt for Jesus," which got distorted to mean, I was going to kick his butt for Jesus.  God may have done something to him as He did to pharoah, hardened his heart so He could punish him.  The man might have taken up my challenge to cast out demons in a number of people as I described in my posting #58. CASTING OUT DEMONS / FOLLOW UP and may now be going insane.  I'm sure he's struggling with the delusion, probably spending time with God's angel named Fear of God too.
     I'm suspecting either charges will be dropped right away or we may go all the way to a trial.  A trial over a topic like this might get huge publicity and Jesus needs some publicity to wake up all his friends he wants to bring into heaven with him.  God the Father on the other hand has always been prone to anger so I think we have a bit of a heavenly disagreement going on right now.  If I should get locked up, I might get a Bible in jail but I doubt I'll get a computer which is critical for my work.  Also critical was my ability to interact with people and organizations which won't happen if I'm in jail or prison.  If I'm to make another breakthrough like the last, I won't be able to do it.  This would serve satan well, not Jesus.
     Mama says the crackling was fire, related to the tribulation and that I'm to uncover more, somehow related to the tribulation.  My friend who just sent what may be the next assignment gave me the opinion which I don't understand that the tribulation may be avoidable but the book of revelation will be fulfilled.  Perhaps this could mean a pre trib rapture which I don't see as the Bible is currently written. Why would we have 30,000 guillotines in America if this is to be?
     Now though, I'm a couple days behind on a deadline with a property for a tenant, have another just sitting, will have $2,500 - $5,000 in legal fees to defend myself against making terrorist threats I don't feel I actually made, with attorney visits and court dates, possible jail time.  I have another house needing a months work just sitting, my yard is being neglected and I've just been given what might be my next assignment by a mysterious "friend" via email.
     I have several old testament books to dig through this time, looking for I don't know what.  I won't be counter suing, that wouldn't be Christ like.  I need a message Jesus, do I neglect my business and income, knowing you'll more than make up for it, do I try to work 2 jobs, still alone as before?  I joked with Mama that I was going to make Jesus pay me in advance next time but of course, I'll do what he tells me.  I'm going to try not to get so stressed out this time and take care of business unless told otherwise.
     Here's a link to the posting I received.  It appears Russia is going to fulfill prophecy and bring the great whore, Babylon, (America), to her knees in one day with an EMP, (electro magnetic pulse.) This is to happen soon.

Edit:  I just received an email from "friend ******" explaining how we may go through the tribulation unscathed which I'll include below.  I heard something similar years ago from a servant who saw a ship on a collision course with something.  Regardless of which way he steered, the collision is unavoidable but he knew he wouldn't be hurt, would somehow be protected.  Perhaps the guillotines will be for those who come to Jesus after it starts?  I don't know, maybe believers going into it will be protected.

Thought this might be interesting to you.

http://survivetheenddays.com/?hop=rsb01&utm_source=RvC&utm_medium=CadRC&utm_term=conservativetribune.com&utm_content=30397&utm_campaign=SED%20New3%20D

And below from previous emails.  I'd welcome company in this endeavor.   

Isaiah 33:65The LORD is exalted, for he dwells on high;
he will fill Zion with justice and righteousness,
6and he will be the stability of your times,
abundance of salvation, wisdom, and knowledge;
the fear of the LORD is Zion’s^a treasure.

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Zion is Israel

http://www.cbn.com/700club/guests/bios/jonathan_Cahn_010312.aspx

Wisdom literature in the Bible

Job

Psalms

Proverbs

Ecclesister

Songs of Solomon/Song of Songs

What I mean is that the tribulation must happen because it is God's Word. On the other hand, we are covered in the Blood of the Lamb. Therefore the World will be subject to God's judgement. However, if we are really His, we do not have to worry about being judged. The world faces tribulation. We don't have to be a part of the tribulation, only walk through it through the leadership and power of the Holy Spirit. Take notice of how God delivered the Israelites from Egypt. The plagues did not come upon the Israelites, but the Egyptians... God has given us a protective covering... and even though we will face persecution and trials, He will bring us through it. 

JAMES 1:2-4

2 Count it all joy, my brothers,[b] when you meet trials of various kinds, 3 for you know thatthe testing of your faith produces steadfastness. 4 And let steadfastness have its full effect, that you may be perfect and complete, lacking in nothing.

We will be perfected in the hour of tribulation brother ******. The perfecting will bring the true church together to be united like we read in the book of Acts. However, the church will not be a book of Acts Church, but a book of Revelation Church. Incredible times of God's power Nad manifestation are at hand.

One thing to point out about the video I sent. Time will tell if this interpretion of God's word is correct. I believe it is right, but the time of the war might not be before January 1, 2017 as he said... or before the Obama administration is up. A lot is happening to make the war possible though. Nonetheless, test the Spirit to know that the teaching is of God. A turn off for me is that this man sells a book to support his ministry. Why ask for money? Instead let the word of God and what he intends to do with the revelation stand alone. Nothing has to be added to God's word so that it will go forth. We are warned not to add anything to God's Word.

Email you again soon brother, Lord willing. I have more to share.

Sincerely,

******

In His service, a Misfit Child of God

69. THE TRIBULATION IS STILL ON

     This is an email I sent to some people close to me bragging about being a key part of the team that may have blocked the tribulation.  It would appear it's still on based on a message I just got.

     I've only shared this with you guys.  So about the delusion deal, god is so pissed off at the Baptists He's now keeping their lie alive by hiding the warning verses from them.  A lot of what God does doesn't seem fair, like he hardens pharoah's heart so he can punish him.  He makes the rules, I've learned that apparently responsibility is delegated up there, sometimes it seems the right hand doesn't know what the left is doing.  My ex put a hedge of thorns around me with her thoughts, I'd just learned our thoughts go up as prayer, even if unintentional.  Jesus has scolded me for thoughts lately, I don't like it, no way to hide anything, I got my feelings hurt and still don't understand.  I was fantasizing but only about after marriage and told not to keep asking for help without asking him to condone my plan for sinning?  I didn't get it, still don't.  

     Ok so God's going to punish all who believe the lie of the baptist doctrine, "once saved, always saved,"  most of the pastors who preach the lie and lead people astray will probably go to hell too.  There's a limit to grace, we don't get forgiven forever and salvation doesn't give us a license to sin.  There is such a thing as one sin too many.  My breakthrough, if it's acted on after some testing, could end up being nothing more than a change in policy for the baptist church.  I could see it getting publicity but mainstream media won't cover something like this so maybe no big deal, but right now I'm angry at Jesus.  I busted my butt to make his breakthrough, he can get specific when scolding me but I only get vague stuff about the woman, "I have a beautiful, joyous woman waiting for me."  I don't get where, when, how do we contact, is she waiting for me, will she know me, do I go out and meet someone on my own, could have been working on that, is she looking for a guy named Elijah, nothing, Thanks Jesus.  He used me and spit me out I'm feeling like.  The message I got was complementary I guess, "I'm so like a child with strong ideas and a clear path.  We come to God as a child.  You may be there to witness the anti christ."  So I guess we didn't just block the tribulation.  May have saved a few hundred thousand baptists and pastors, perhaps nothing more than that.  Something's got to happen I'd think for all the trouble, might have just been a training session though.  I'm not going to quit work, loose sleep and dedicate my life to the next one though like I did this time, unless he comes through with the woman.  I just didn't want you guys to tell anybody the tribulation may not be happening.  It looks like we're still on for that.  On the positive side, all my metal should do some good.  Keep smiling

Edit:  After sleeping on this, it's still pretty huge, especially to all the baptist pastors and members Jesus may have just kept out of hell using mama and me.  I'd been thinking I may have just played a key part in the hugest event in human history, rewriting the end to the Bible.  Mama says working for Jesus is like Columbo, "Just one more question."  Always one more assignment.  Life is getting exciting, it'll be perfect as soon as I find my wife.

In His service, a Misfit Child of God.

68. ONE SIN TOO MANY

          Our modern culture, music and churches teach us that there's no such thing as one sin too many, but I believe there is.  We have a loving, gracious forgiving God.  We all will give in to temptation from time to time and sin. "There is no one righteous, not one, and "we all have sinned and fallen short of the glory of God."  Hebrews 10:26 warns us though if "we deliberately keep on sinning," we're done, "nothing to look forward to but a fearful expectation of judgment and of raging fire that will consume the enemies of God."
     There is a line my friends and I believe there is such a thing as one sin too many.  I suggest you conduct your lives with this in mind.  Incidentally, if I write any thing or even think anything the wrong way, Jesus has been letting me know about it.  I'm sure he'll let me know if I get anything wrong.  How would you like to have an employer who knows your every thought?

In His service, a Misfit Child of God

67. MESSAGES FROM JESUS

     I've described this previously but thought I'd do a short little post on it.  The messages from Jesus come by the gift of  "Knowledge."  In the churches that pray in tongues occasionally, there are probably other gifts as well.  These people believe in the power of Jesus.  Anyone with any of these tongues will have had the baptism of the Spirit.  For some mysterious spiritual reason, they will understand their Bible better than non baptized in the Spirit believers and as I've said many times, if you know what you're reading, the Bible clearly says, one should be in the Spirit to understand things of the Spirit.  These people will be truly qualified to teach the Bible while all other pastors aren't, BY THE BIBLE.  Do you believe in your Bible?  Find a pastor with a gift and get away from the church where nothing happens.  Your eternal soul may depend on it.  Any Pentecostal church will do.  Look around.  I was brand new here and visited only 3 churches before I found one.  I was thrilled today with the music at Torch in Demorest and will make the drive for that and for fellowship with others like myself who communicate with Jesus.
     All manifestations of any of the gifts are directly from Jesus via his Spirit, the Holy Spirit.  Stop thinking in terms of the trinity, it's a distortion from catholicism and I've explained at length previously.  Jesus is behind tongues.  I find them fascinating and would encourage you to start doing so always.  As I've said before, if there's no supernatural going on in your church, I'd encourage you to look around and find one.  If Jesus isn't welcome in your church, he may not own it.  There is a huge one in Demorest named the Torch, a mega church or charismatic.  What this means to all the people who may call themselves conservative is that the manifestation Jesus gives of himself is welcome here.
     I can go to this church and tell people, "Jesus told me I'd find my wife here," for instance and they won't bat an eye.  Your conservative church with nothing happening is closer to zero or perhaps in the case of the baptists, closer to or owned by satan, in negative territory.  It would seem my comment to the baptist pastor that his church was at zero was incorrectly positive, that organization was cursed by God and it seems that many in it were condemned.  It appears that Jesus had mercy and talked God the Father into letting him save it.
   Word of knowledge doesn't come in "heard" words.  I haven't experienced it for several years but in my old blog called it "knowledge drops."  I'd have an experience and be left with specific information I knew had come from God, not at all the vague "leading" or "hunch."  Those may come from God too but in many cases are just imaginations.  I'm not spiritually tuned in as Mama is, just getting a concept of it, maybe the tiniest growth there.  I never heard a still small voice.  God would have to take my motor control, drop me to the floor, quivering, usually moaning and crying. it would last a few minutes, then I'd be left with an incredibly good, connected feeling and the information.  My brain is too busy and I'm too much in tune with the soul or intellectual part of my brain still.
     Mama has a sense of "waves."  I was editing with her and she could feel a connection to my brain, but I felt nothing.  Go look for tongues, don't run from them.


In His service, a Misfit Child of God

66. BREAKTHROUGH, HELP ME GET THIS OUT PLEASE, DELUSION OF 2 THESS 2: 9- 12

   BREAKTHROUGH -   DELUSION OF 2 THESSALONIANS 2; 9 - 12                          
final draft?

  The lie that God's angry about is the baptist doctrine, "We believe the saints shall persevere in grace and not finally fall away, abbreviated as "Once saved, always saved."

The delusion is that God has blinded baptists to the meaning of the warning verses in Hebrews, possibly others so He can punish all who abuse the lie as a license to sin, probably leadership who teach the lie as well.

    I apologize to the leadership and church in town I was so prideful and arrogant with.  I definitely need to work on being more humble.  I can't contact you though,  but will share my breakthrough as it's about your organization.  God's giving me what I want, I need to get the treasure out for Him and humanity, but not sure how to proceed.
     We live in a mysterious, mostly spiritual world but we can't see it with our earth eyes.  I'll tie science in. We all believe in Einstein's theory of relativity, E=mc2, Energy equals mass times (speed of light squared).  By simple algebra we move the variables around the equation, God moves the real stuff around the equation, dividing both sides by (the speed of light squared), we get mass equals energy, slowed way, way down until it solidifies.  All we are or know of our world is a form of energy, but it still hurts when we bump our head against it.
     When particle physicists look at sub atomic particles, they don't work by known laws, our universe shouldn't hold together.  Stephen Hawking's M theory, a modified version of string theory forms a cohesive plan for things to hold together with the assumption of 11 multiple unseen dimensions.  We christians can say, "Sure, that's where the angels and demons come and go."  He's an atheist, one day he will know better, he's bumping into God but doesn't know it.
     There is much mysterious spiritual activity around us we just have a few hints at, which can't be explained by science.  A phenomenon most have experienced is the sensation of being watched by someone out of our field of view.  We turn our heads and someone is looking at us.  How did we know that?  It can't be explained by science, but that's just a tiny hint of what is going on.  Most of our world's activity we can't see.  We're puny little angels trapped in a blob of slow moving energy until we die.
     Supernatural is all around us all the time, normally doesn't come into our dimension that we are aware of, but frequently does, good and evil.  Sometimes God gives people a glimpse and occasionally He lets his forces manifest in a big way, often in little ways.  The supernatural gifts of God are alive and well but won't show up with unbelief.  There's something spiritual about the power of faith, the more we have, the more God will do things for us.  To use the keys to the kingdom of heaven, we have to have serious faith  The more we deny the supernatural, the less we'll see, the less power we'll be able to tap into.
     There is a major battle of good and evil raging in our world but we don't see it.  Jesus is available if we just believe and use the tools He gives us.  He doesn't provide specific info. like a claivoyant with satan's power might, but will give us clues.  I know I have a move sometime in my future, but it could be to move my treasure into my house, something about Hiawassee and a beautiful, joyous woman, but I may meet her at a chrismatic church elsewhere I've been led to.  I have to quit trying to get ahead of Jesus and wait on him.  I was right about her, she's my reward for making the breakthrough.  I need some joy, thank you Jesus.  I'm sure you'll help me find her.  I know you and God like threes, I was told to expect three weeks, but hey, I did my part, three days would work too wouldn't it, maybe three services? I could have those in by Wednesday.
     Something mysterious about the Bible happens when we somehow make a deep connection with God.  Some people make it by faith alone, some of us experience incredible pain and cry out to God from places of deep anguish and He hears us.  I wouldn't recommend anyone try to have a baptism of the Spirit the way I got mine.  I received mine accidentally trying to sacrifice myself regarding behavior I couldn't control from demonic strongholds, many hundreds, maybe a couple thousand of demons from years of intense hatred of my abusive father.  Unforgiveness only hurts ourselves.
     Much like Abraham with Isaac, God touched me and said thanks for being willing to do what you're about to do, but I don't want you to do that.  ( details back in #1. INTRODUCTION).  Jesus already paid the price for your sins.  You don't need to sacrifice yourself to the world.   Essentially, I was trying to get myself killed to get away from the torment the demons were causing me.
     After my baptism in the Spirit, they didn't all jump out.  In hindsight as I wrote earlier, it seemed they hid for a couple weeks, then crept back into action.  We most certainly can have the Holy Spirit and collections of demons.  We keep inviting them back in with sin, so we'll be free of demons just as soon as we're as pure as Jesus and stay that way.  It's easy to pray them out, but strongholds can take a lot of effort and if forgiveness can't happen, the demons stay.  There are some real dangers, see posting #58. CASTING OUT DEMONS / FOLLOW UP.
     Some misfit children may stay misfit but have serious God connections at the same time.  My companion in sin for 3 years, the model for the Sad Lady can't forgive her childhood sexual abuser and has strongholds that cause regular episodes of irrational behavior sometimes lasting for 3 days yet she has the gifts of tongues, interpreting them and prophesy.  This woman can have a real, verbal conversation with Jesus anytime she wants to but will probably have to die to get the demons to leave.  Jesus is almost always vague and symbolic about the future.  My recent experience is that he can be real specific when scolding though.
     God's rule book looks simple but it isn't.  It has at least four levels of complexity, some think seven.  As I wrote in an earlier posting, I thought I was well on my way but my high level guide tells me I have a grain of salt.  If you aren't baptized in the Spirit, you don't have a chance of getting into the deeper levels of this book but I encourage all to study it regularly.  All the information you need is quite clear on the surface.
     I have the basics of the problem figured out and I know I'm there because I'm getting my reward.  Funny how Jesus keeps helping me with this.  I had identified the problem and knew how to describe it, but Jesus showed me where it was in the Bible.  Of course Jesus isn't in the room with me but I assume it's Jesus' spirit, the Holy Spirit who's been putting each piece of the puzzle right in front of me.  I just plugged in the pieces as they came and wrote postings he led me to write.
     To explain things to my friend who'd said in feedback at the bottom of  posting #53. BAPTIST CHURCH, SATAN'S SOCAIL CLUB, about his comments, "Just what is 'a love of the truth' anyway?" I researched the phrase.  I was puzzled that he hadn't understood anything he'd just read. Combining this with my recent experience with a baptist leader's inability to understand HEBREWS 6: 4- 6, a warning verse, regardless of how I rephrased it, it dawned on me that the meaning had been hidden from both of them.  That leader's still anonymous but I apologize for calling him clueless to his senior pastor. (see posting #63. APOLOGY / WARNING TO PASTORS / IN THE SPIRIT TO UNDERSTAND THE SPIRIT)  He's probably a smart man, was under the delusion God put on these verses for baptists.

Just what is "a love of the truth" anyway?

This condemnation (by a man) over my head - throws me.

     I researched the phrase "to love the truth and be saved" and there was the biblical description of what I'd found.  Here's 2 THESSALONIANS 2: 9 - 12:

 "He will use all sorts of displays of power through signs and wonders that serve the lie, and all the ways that wickedness deceives those who are perishing.  They perish because they refused to love the truth and so be saved.  For this reason God sends them a powerful delusion so that they will believe the lie and so that all will be condemned who have not believed the truth but have delighted in wickedness."

     At first I was thinking satan was responsible for what I've uncovered but I don't think he has that much power, all satan would have been able to do was to start the lie.  
     Satan is displaying power that serves "the lie, and all the ways that wickedness deceives those who are perishing...They refused to love the truth and so be saved."  It looks like God has gotten so disgusted that He "sends them a powerful delusion" to speed the process along.  Hopefully I've redeemed my self with my neighbors because it would appear I may have saved many of them from hell.
     You're reading an edit and I'm rethinking this.  At first, I thought some delusion had been given all non baptized in the Spirit christians regarding the Bible, so all cessationist churches, those which don't want or deny the supernatural gifts of 1 CORINTHIANS 12, therefore won't have any, would be led the wrong way.  I was thinking that baptized in the Spirit christians would have to interpret for them, but they won't have any or many in their leadership so may be leading people astray and can't see it, but this may apply only to the Baptist church, specifically their doctrine:

     We believe the saints shall persevere in grace and not finally fall away.

     This is abbreviated as "Once saved, always saved," a license to sin as I've been saying and God agrees strongly with me, enough so to delude the church as a whole and send many to hell it appears, (all will be condemned who have not believed the truth but have delighted in wickedness).  That would make it seem that the innocents who didn't take advantage of this license to sin are in the clear, but all who abused it are condemned. 

     I first heard this doctrine 15 years ago in a baptist church I raised my family in and disagreed with it at the time, it's not scriptural.  Perhaps all leadership, baptized in the Spirit, (if there are any), or not is given the delusion.  The two people I recently saw as blinded were both baptists.  I'm non denominational, baptized in the Spirit and I'll disagree with every doctrine I find unbiblical or unreasonable.  For instance, I like the Pentecostals requirement for proof of the baptism but disagree in principle that they require tongues because not all receive tongues.  As the Bible states, the Spirit will distribute them as he sees fit, I had word of knowledge and prophecy, no tongues.  This looks very ominous for the Baptist church.  I believe that doctrine, which gives people a license to sin, is the lie in 2 THESSALONIANS 2:9, God is angry about.

     I'm suspecting Jesus and God may be having some disagreement here.  It appears that Jesus wants to show some mercy and give these people a wake up call and the opportunity to come to repentance and this is what my mission has been about.  It should be obvious that I've had serious help here. If you read through chronologically, look at the progress I've made doing this part time for 2 1/2 months.
     It's been uncanny how Jesus has led me from one posting to the next, putting information and people in my life, guiding me in a certain direction.  That's a very inflammatory posting on the baptist church and will cost me friends and give me a bad reputation in a small community but I felt led to write it.  I've pondered that a few times and it just seemed right.  Now I know it was.
    I figured out long ago that the Holy Spirit is Jesus's spirit and it is he who's behind the gifts of 1 CORINTHIANS 12.  He led me to the information that the trinity is a lie from the catholic church, an abomination to God.  Many, perhaps most catholics are hell bound unless they repent and get into a true church.  I'm suspecting God will keep the innocents as long as they didn't abuse the forgiveness their priests give them.  I can't speak for God, but biblically speaking know He judges our hearts.
      Believe me friends, he knows our every thought.  I had my feelings hurt recently in a message and was trying to figure out how to keep him from my thoughts.  It can't be done, the best I could come up with was to have a blank mind, but I'm not able to do that for long.
     I've received communication from Jesus about once a week in this process, but got 7 messages yesterday, most about my perfect companion who's "waiting for me," the driving force for me behind this effort.  That tells me that even without more research as would be needed for proof of a scientific hypothesis, I've nailed it.
   What I know I have found is the powerful delusion.  What a strange game I have been playing.  Those of us who've had the baptism of the Spirit have universally noticed that the Bible somehow becomes easier to understand, more interesting, less confusing.  We can't measure it scientifically, it's something spiritual and we have little understanding of that.
     As I mentioned earlier, the rules of my game have been that Jesus couldn't come right out and tell me what I'm looking for so it's been frustrating for me, digging and digging, looking for something big, but not knowing just what.  He's been allowed to give me clues, feedback, coaching and leading but I've had to figure something out on my own.  I'm guessing this would have something to do with his deal with God.                                                      
     Look at my friend's comments at the bottom of posting #53. BAPTIST CHURCH, SATAN'S SOCIAL CLUB and my feedback.  He wasn't able to understand the scripture I just presented that he'd read.  "Come now ******- since when is faith not enuf 4 salvation," he asked, I'd just answered that question in the warning verses from HEBREWS he'd just read.  When I broke them down and read them to him, he was in total agreement with me, but I had to teach him.  He seemed to have no recollection of having disagreed, as if he'd been entranced or stupefied, DELUDED but I hadn't found the verse yet with "strong delusion."
     For years I've been saying it seems satan has hidden EPH 2:10  "FOR WE ARE ALL GOD'S HANDIWORK CREATED IN CHRIST JESUS TO BE DOING GOOD WORKS GOD HAS PREPARED IN ADVANCE FOR US TO DO."  Maybe that's part of the delusion also and it seems the delusion is from God.  I don't know how many verses the baptists are being blinded to, but the warning verses in HEBREWS for sure, maybe EPHESIANS 2: 10 as well. All I ever see is, "we're saved by grace not by works."  I've previously written that it seemed satan had blinded everybody but me to that verse.  Maybe I was right but maybe it wasn't satan, maybe it's been God who's gotten so disgusted with us, He's ready to wrap up this project and wipe us all out and move on to His other projects.  He has to follow His rules though, so since we've followed satan so far, He's going to help us get clearly into violation of His rules so He can wipe us all out with a clear conscience.
     God is not happy with us my friends, we need to make some changes and real soon.  It appears He was ready to send the whole baptist organization to hell.  From the verse He'd have only punished those who abused the policy.  Where does that leave the leadership who led so many to hell with false doctrine?
       It might be time for baptists to consider one of those kooky churches where they pray in tongues. Also, if you're a baptist Jesus, my guide I call Mama and I just saved from hell, thank Jesus for his mercy and be kind to old black ladies and worn out old construction workers.  Mama says there's an angel in the northeast GA, and Franklin N.C. area who appears as a big black man, I'd suggest you get over racism right now if that's an issue for you.
     I suspect Jesus may be earth's general manager while God may have several other projects going on around the universe and He's ready to give up on this one.
     People, we've been abusing way too much grace with the idea that it's totally free.  There's a balance that we've lost, we have no fear of God.  We think we can get away with anything, be forgiven and keep on going but that's not what the Bible says.  Faith alone is just barely enough, but we better have been really good if we're getting in with just faith, we're right on the wire.  Our sin will be balanced and judged against our works.  Keep in mind here that "Love covers over a multitude of sin."  Not much work to be kind and loving to all is there?  God is graceful and very forgiving but there is a limit.  I have a bit of fear of punishment but I think most have lost that, especially if their church is teaching them their salvation is guaranteed regardless of what they might do.  
     My guide leads me to believe I get to take a break for a while, catch up on business and meet my future wife.  I have no active gifts at this writing but suspect I get to do a miracle or two in the future. There's a young lady in town I cry over every time I think of.  I've asked Him several times to do something through me for her.  Mama says I'll be given another project, "There's always one more," she says, and she knows God well.
     In sum, the lie God seems to be angry over is the Baptist organization's doctrine,  "We believe the saints shall persevere in grace and not finally fall away."  They won't be able to see the truth for themselves, an outsider will have to teach them.  I haven't kept myself as anonymous as I'd have liked.  On edit I've found some names I'd meant to hide.  Under penalty of law, I can't contact them but would be happy to help further His kingdom any way I can, but will have to be contacted by them.  It would be a simple matter to conduct some tests with baptists, non baptists, in the Spirit believers and non baptized in the Spirit believers to verify my observations, if they are in doubt.  I'm not.

Edit from 6-27-15 Yesterday I just experienced this with another pastor.  I could not lead him through the thinking process.  To be taught and broken of the delusion, they may need someone they will see as an authority, in the case yesterday, the man saw himself as an authority over me.  He kept chastising me about not being a regular member anywhere after 6 months here, asked me if I was doing any service work, etc., while I was amazed at his delusion I couldn't break.  He liked the verse, "We must seek out our own salvation with fear and trembling," told me that half a dozen times.  He emphasized that if you're truly saved, you won't lose your salvation.  I gave him the example of a truly saved pair who started an adulterous affair and asked,  "What happens if they die in a car wreck with unrepentant sin, intending to continue the affair," and he'd go right back to they weren't truly saved.  Then I'd say it was a baptized in the spirit pastor who had tongues and so did the secretary so they were truly saved.  Around in circles we went for a while.  I kept my mouth shut about how mistaken he was though, I've learned my lesson there and we parted at an impasse.  I believe this man is bound for hell for teaching the lie if someone doesn't help him, but he has good intentions.
     In my experience with my friend, although he'll argue every point with me tooth and nail, I think he still sees me as more of an authority than himself, so he was easy to break of the delsusion.

     Proof of the existence of this delusion should bring many to Jesus, convincing non believers of his and God's power.
     Jesus gave me the message that we're to take the Bible as literal truth, every letter and word.  (see posting, BELIEVE ALL OR BELIEVE NONE).   There's an explanation for all the apparent discrepancies in the Bible.
     I believe there's not much error in my work or Jesus would have let me know about it, perhaps some little detail but nothing major.
     The implication of Malachi 4:5-6 is that we may be able to head off the tribulation if we change our hearts to keep God from following up on, either "...he will bring the hearts of the parents back to their children and the hearts of the children back to their parents OR ELSE I will come and strike the land with total destruction."  We don't have much time.  Please show this blog to your catholic friends.

In His service, a Misfit Child of God
   

65. BIBLICAL SUPPORT FOR HOLY SPIRIT AND A DEMON

     If you've read through, I should have you convinced that you can have the Holy Spirit and a demon.  I've given detailed examples in myself and very gifted companion in sin, Chris, the Sad Lady, see posting if you'd like #9., I believe.  I haven't come across a pastor yet who thinks we can have the Holy Spirit and a demon, nor a christian.  One of my friends who read my first posting on the topic, CAN'T HAVE THE HOLY SPIRIT AND A DEMON? became convinced.  There's much the Bible doesn't spell out, we have to reason through, see implications and make assumptions.  

     Wow, I told you how Jesus keeps putting messages in front of me and he just gave me one.  I mentioned getting a bit heated with my sister about tongues which I wrote a few minutes ago and I just came across the verse, 2 TIMOTHY 24, ""And the Lord's servant must not be quarrelsome but must be kind to everyone, able to teach, not resentful.  Opponents must be gently instructed, in the hope that God will grant them repentance leading them to a knowledge of the truth,and that they will come to their senses and escape from the trap of the devil, who has taken them captive to do his will." 

     In keeping with being rigorously honest which Jesus told me to do, I think it might be helpful for others to see my thought process.  I've had this issue come up a couple times recently and need to work on my attitude.  I suspect a big change will occur in the local church but I've made enemies in the process, could have done it gently, maybe made some friends with a different approach.  Now I have a place to avoid.  I think my current location is a training ground and where I move from here, I don't have a clue, I hope somewhere cooler in the summer if I keep working construction. 

     I've had a bit of a proud, arrogant attitude when discussing points with others.  My thinking is "God called me to be the expert and I know what I'm talking about, can back it up with scripture, shut up and listen to me!"  That approach doesn't get good results and for a good illustration, I'll get a bit crude.  A leader in A.A. once said he would often tell people, "God bless you."  He said it got better results than "F*** you!"  I think he had a point I need to learn from and Jesus just made it clear, I need to work on my attitude.  I apologize to all I've offended but some huge stuff is coming down soon.

     Ok, back to my point about the Bible not being clear, another delicate subject of much controversy we have to read between the lines about, and I'll try to use nice words and hopefully you can figure it out.  2 TIMOTHY 2:20 - 21  In a large house there are articles not only of gold and silver, but also of wood and clay; some are for special purposes and some for common use.  Those who cleanse themselves from the latter will be instruments for special purposes, made holy, useful to the Master and prepared to do any good work."  The large house here of course is our body and I believe we're told not to have sex sin alone, but we have to imply a bit to get that.

     We see the same message in 1 Thessalonians 4: 3-5  "It is God's will that you should be sanctified; that you should avoid sexual immorality; that each of you should learn to control your own body in a way that is holy and honorable, not in passionate lust, like the pagans, who do not know God...The Lord will punish all those who commit such sins,...For God did not call us to be impure, but to live a holy life.  Therefore, anyone who rejects this instruction does not reject a human being but God, the very God who gives you his Holy spirit."  That's pretty clear.  It's difficult though in our society where the rule is, "If you're two consenting adults, and nobody's getting hurt, it feels good, do it."  The problem though is that people do get hurt, and with soul ties and demon transfer, in ways most don't know about.  

     About biblical proof of demons with the Holy Spirit, similarly, we have to make some assumptions.  How do we know for instance that sin let's in demons?  I looked up a couple verses and don't see Jesus driving out demons with his telling people to go and sin no more.  I don't want to dig on this because it's commonly thought that sin let's in demons.  Yes but also unchristian emotions such as fear, anger, trauma, hatred, etc. and I cheated by studying Dr. Keyton's work extensively on spiritual warfare.  I didn't learn that from the Bible.  She provides scripture backing up all spirit names and positions.  Childhood sexual abuse and satanic ritual abuse of children let's in huge strongholds many will never recover from.  I'd developed such large strongholds they were controlling my behavior and the intellectual part of me questioned another misguided pastor who at the time said, "No you can't have the Holy Spirit and a demon."  The Bible isn't clear on it.  

     I'm going to use a couple verses and ask you to use some reasoning.  LUKE 11:24  When an impure spirit, (demon) comes out of a person, it goes through arid places seeking rest and does not find it.  Then it says, "I will return to the house I left.  When it arrives, it finds the house swept clean and put in order.  Then it goes and finds seven other spirits more wicked than itself, and they go in and lie there.  And the final condition of that person is worse than the first."  

    This is telling us to put in good things like the word of God, quote scripture, daily etc. but I've been over that.  My point is, the demon left for some reason.  They don't go on their own, they have to be asked to leave in Jesus's name.  The person has to accept the prayer and change the behavior to keep from inviting them back in.  Can we assume here that we're talking about a christian?  You don't have to be baptized in the Spirit to have the Holy Spirit, that's just an intense experience that will tend to bring regular supernatural into a person's life, you don't have to be baptized in water to have the Holy Spirit or to get it either, but it is a command or statement to the world that you're accepting Jesus.  I may have some error with that, didn't research it, but believe that's correct. 

     My other verse, and I may come back with more, I'd like to be making a stronger argument here, is James 5:16 which is loaded with meaning.  "Therefore confess your sins to each other and pray for each other so that you may be healed.  the prayer of a righteous man is powerful and effective."  

     The point I want to make here is that all sorts of maladies, behavioral problems, sin, and physical illnesses are caused by demons.  If we're praying for each other it would  mean we're christians and we're praying out demons.

     If we accept that sin lets them in, go back to my posting #13. CAN'T HAVE THE HOLY SPIRIT AND A DEMON where I make a convincing argument that we christians sin like everyone else, demons live in the flesh, not the spirit and both can indwell a person.

I'm not satisfied with this, may be back if I come across more evidence.

In his service, a Misfit Child of God. 

     

64. AN INVITATION TO JESUS / LOVE EACH OTHER DEEPLY.

        Faith is hard to measure.  I'm still overwhelmed at what's going on in my life, up today at 12:15, not yet sleeping like normal people, coming to some acceptance.  At this stage of my journey, I'm pretty sure I'm a true believer.  If you've followed along chronologically, you've seen my education and development with just 2 1/2 months of serious part time Bible study, done along with my day job.  I think I've progressed rapidly but not many people have Jesus as a tutor.  I was thinking I might be 1/3 of the way into understanding the Bible.  My go between gave me some discouraging news yesterday.  She told me I have a grain of salt at my current level of understanding.  There is an incredible amount of hidden meaning in the Bible.
     About that word, "level," a certain pastor recently scolded me that it's not a biblical concept, maybe not but Jesus uses the word.  If we'd all let in the gifts, tongues for starters because they seem to be the most common, we could all be communicating with Jesus.  He loves us all and he and God would like everyone of us to spend eternity with them.
         Of course the most important verse to keep in mind is 1 PETER 4:8 "Above all, love each other deeply, because love covers over a multitude of sins."  To rephrase, if you are good to others, some of your abuse of grace will be overlooked.  Remember also the 2 greatest commandments of Jesus, which cover everything, MATTHEW 22:37 - 38  "Jesus replied, 'Love the Lord your God with all your heart and with all your soul and with all your mind.'  This is the first and greatest commandment."  One gospel tosses in a fourth word, "strength," but you get the idea.  'And the second is like it, love your neighbor as yourself.  All the law and the Prophets hang on these two commandments.'"
     Apparently my main job is "to turn the hearts of the children to their parent and to turn the hearts of the parents to their children," and I think God is lending me one of His seven spirits named Fear of the Lord to accomplish this.  I have no doubt that there are many innocent people who are believers but are being misled by satan's lies at church.  As I've been suggesting all along, if what your pastor tells you doesn't sound quite right, read your Bible and think for yourselves.  Many if not most of our pastors don't properly understand the Bible and aren't qualified to be teaching it.
     Satan doesn't rule hell, he's going to be just as miserable there as you, hopefully more so unless you've been really evil.  He gets the lowest level with eternal fire, along with the Watchers who ruined God's plan for us by giving us demons, the bane of humanity.  He wants as many of us as possible to go with him, but you won't have his company, you'll be all alone in hell, there's not going to be any fellowship there.  I'll repeat here, God did not create demons or want us to by tormented by them, but life with them is all we know so it just seems normal to have all the afflictions they give us. I think I've made the point that christians, even baptized in the Spirit, can have demons just like everybody else, I still had strongholds and my former companion probably still does because of denial but is incredible gifted with tongues, interpreting tongues and prophecy.  In reflection, God probably put her in my life so I can have some 2 way dialogue with Jesus.
     My main go between is a high level servant of God.  She confided in me about some things she's doing, told me not to share, even anonymously.  I'm a bit intimidated and very honored to be working with her.  You'd never guess looking at her that this woman is a higher level servant of God.  The first half of JAMES 2 warns us not to judge people by their appearances.  We ought to be nice to everybody regardless of age, race, size, etc.  I recently heard of a large black man who was thought to be an angel.  I pointed out that his message may have just been word of knowledge.  If you bump into someone who tells you something about your life they could not have known by normal means, that would be an example of word of knowledge from Jesus, or too, it could be an angel.
     Woe to anybody who does my go between any harm.  They will be dealing with the wrath of God.  Keep this in mind, rid yourselves of racism and try to be Jesus to all.  Some people might not have a lot of respect for a grandmotherly looking black woman who doesn't wear nice clothes.  She may be an ultra high level servant of God though.  I get to call my go between Mama.  I'm just one of her babies and she worries about my well being.
     I've recently been given relief about my fear of having to go through the tribulation alone.  I've been led to believe that after 3 weeks at a certain church, I'll meet my wife.  God likes the numbers 3, 7 and 10, 3 choirs of angels, 3 types of angel at each level for instance.  The number 3 shows up 467 times in the Bible.  I can deal with 3 more weeks, though I wish it were 3 more days.
     Here's a test for my readers and I wish I could get feedback.  Look closely at the warning verses from HEBREWS in #62. HOW TO GET TO HELL WITH TRUE FAITH.  Do you interpret those to mean that you can get to hell even if you have true faith?  That's what they mean to me.  I'm starting to see more and more unexplainable spiritual phenomena around us, must somehow be tied to the multiple dimensions we can't see and I'm wondering if those verses have been somehow confounded so as to only be understandable by those with a baptism of the spirit.  If you have a friend who has the gift of tongues or seems to get mysterious messages from God or knows about things before they happen, show them those verses and see if you get the same meaning out of them.  I'm acquainted with a couple die hard atheists I'm going to show those to and see what they mean to them.
     Being new here, I don't understand all the condescending attitude towards tongues, apparently the most common manifestation of the baptism in the Holy Spirit.  I recently got into a debate with a sister who said, "I don't believe in tongues."  I said something like, "What do you mean you don't believe in tongues, how do you explain them?"  We went back and forth and she told me I could believe what I want and she could believe what she wants.  I apologized and said, "Sure," then asked her to pray out some doubt, confusion and unbelief for me.  I'll repeat, Paul teaches that tongues are worthless without an interpreter, edifying to the person with them, worthless to the church and should be kept personal but I found them an incredible witness and proof the other 8 gifts are alive and well, this before I got a couple of the others.
     Pentecostal pastors are required to have them so will understand their Bibles.  That doesn't mean though that they may not put you to sleep, but I'd encourage you to find yourselves an interesting pastor who has the gift of tongues or some other supernatural ability.  If you aren't seeing anything supernatural in your church, it is quite possibly owned by satan, though the leadership may have good intentions.  If you've read this, consider yourself warned.  You don't want to be regretting something all alone in a shade of darkness for all eternity, a description of hell for all but the more wicked and evil of us.  They get eternal fire or a free fall in the pit or abyss.
     My guide tells me to wrap up what's on my mind and take a break, catch up on business and, hopefully, get ready to meet my wife.  I think I come back and keep trying to find more and more meaning to share with you, possibly until the end.  I'm hoping not to have to do something like this quest alone again, it's been tough but I'd be happy to do God's work the rest of my life with a companion and I think sh'e coming soon.
       Remember the parable of the annoyed judge who gave the woman justice so he could get rid of the nuisance.  We're told to annoy God with our prayers until we get justice or what we want but it will have to be in His will.  He has a chance to make 2 people very happy in my case.  I suspect she's miserable too but also wants to get it right this time.
     Start trying to get your head around the idea of a quick, painless death by guillotine, to be followed by an eternity of bliss vs. hell.  You get a special reward for dying this way, 1,000 reign with Christ.  It'll be like coming out of surgery, a blink of an eye.
     Being part time in high tech, I learned about an injectable micro chip 25 years ago.  It was then designed like a grain of rice so could be injected with a needle.  Technology has improved vastly since then.  At the time, it was designed to be recharged with small changes in body temperature.  Guess where our bodies change temperature the most.  Our foreheads and the tops of our hands.  Another fun fact to know and tell.  Powered by lithium batteries, if popped they will create sores as the heavy metal contaminates surrounding tissue.
     Revelation chapter 16 tells us about ugly festering sores these batteries will cause if, say, God were to pop these chips with an electro magnetic pulse.  Revelation 11 tells us about God's 2 prophets who will breathe fire to destroy any enemies.  They get killed but resurrected after 3 1/2 days and taken up to heaven.  Revelation 13 tells us about the second beast who will force us to worship the first who will have recovered from a fatal head wound.  I told you way back there somewhere, he'll also be blind in the right eye, and have a withered arm, it doesn't say which one.
     When the second beast shows up half way through, after the prophets have been around 3 1/2 years, we get the choice of taking the mark on our hands or foreheads and swearing allegiance to the anti christ, (very annoying to God), or getting our heads chopped off.  It doesn't specifically say by guillotine, they weren't around when that was written, but why do you think we might have 30,000 guillotines in America right now?  I predict that nightly news is soon going to become much more interesting than it has been.
     Thinking about the final posts, part of that message is that we have to invite Jesus into our world to do anything, satan is the earth's ruler, Jesus can't just come down uninvited, we have to invite him, it's satan's territory.  Pondering this gave me understanding of my recent situation where Jesus yanked me back from barging into a certain baptist church.  I think the actuality of the situation was that he couldn't go in with me or send protecting cover unless I was invited in.  There are some ominous implications for this baptist church and probably all of them if Jesus can't enter without a special invitation.  I doubt the leadership realizes who they're actually working for, but it isn't Jesus.  Can you figure that out?
     I'm thinking there may have been some divine coordination to my scheduled trip to visit my son and his family and meet my new granddaughter, the first week of September in Rome, Italy.  I'm suspecting Jesus might just make it easy for me to visit the Hadron Collider in Switzerland and I'm hoping that's going to turn into a honeymoon trip.  I think Jesus is fishing for an invitation to bring a few friends and join me on a tour of that structure.
     The following is going to sound very silly but doesn't most of Revelation sound like something out of a movie?  With what's happening in my life right now, I'm suspecting something may be up with the Hadron Collider so I'm extending an invitation to Jesus to go wreck it, take out the chained up angels if they come through, etc.  Just in case, right.  Isn't that why most of us go to church, for fire insurance just in case?
     If you haven't read all the way through, the scientists are suspecting they may be opening up another dimension and I'm suspecting satan has been patiently nursing along high tech to the point we're going to blast through into the dimension where God has all the wicked angels chained up until judgment day.  I think Jesus might like some time with his former companions when they come through the portal.

Edit: Jesus, I repeat the below invitation 6-22-15 after you helped me solve the delusion of 2 THESSALONIANS 2: 9-12.  Please come on down whenever you like.

  Jesus, help me make it happen and with the world as my witness, I hereby invite you to come along on what I hope will be a combined honeymoon / visit, with all the friends you'd like to bring. Give us a little privacy though please.  It's a bit unnerving to think about the audience I suspect I have now.  Please feel free to hang around the Collider as long as you want and see the fun when they fire that thing up.  Go ahead and feel free to get rowdy, have a party and tear the place up if you want to. I'm sure we'll be discussing it more as the time gets closer.
     If I have the authority as a  human who lives on earth, I hereby invite Jesus to take as many of his companions as he might wish and go visit the Hadron Collider any time he wants and to do with it anything he might wish.

Edit from 6-21-15  Thanks for all the help Jesus.  What a relief that that's over.  It was exciting.  I'll be looking forward to my next assignment after I catch up with my business.  Please don't make me do this alone again though but I will if you tell me to.  Thanks for the beautiful, joyous wife I hope to have by then and thanks for sending me to the Torch.  That was the most heavenly worship music I've ever heard, as you well know I sat through twice, was hoping 2 services with Sunday school might be enough threeness for you and God.  I'm like a kid at Christmas, I can't wait for my present.  She's waiting too you said.  I'm wondering if she's you know who from town.  She's beautiful.
     I remember once hoping you'd use me to help you save a million souls somehow.  You may have just done that with 16 million baptists in the country and 1.2 billion catholics in the world, many of whom may soon be getting acquainted with Fear of God.  I assume you've got him on standby.  I believe he's about to get busier than I've been.  Is it ok for me to advertise on the blog?  I think it might get some numbers soon.  It's there anyway so why not make some money off of it?  I don't think I have to hide if we're keeping the anti christ out of power.
     As I'm learning the rules here, I think you need an invitation to go into satan's territory, from the way you pulled me back the other day.  Since you and God tricked me into having to behave by making me very knowledgable in the Bible and potential teacher to the world, I figured I might as well take advantage of the situation and tie up all the loose ends.
     With God and the world as my witness, I hereby invite you to come visit any time you like and bring all the friends you want.  Please have your way with the false prophet and anti christ and any and all other beasts or men who are messing up God's plan.  I'd like you to stay as long as you want and drop in any time.  Please feel free to destroy satan's army and satan too if that would be in the rule book.
     You scolded me once about this, I hope I'm not crossing a line here but I was looking forward to 1,000 years with you and my beautiful, joyous wife.  I'm not sure if that still works if we get our heads chopped off.  I'd been getting used to the idea but it would be unpleasant and there'd probably be some internment and bad treatment involved.  If you can make it happen, I'd prefer to avoid all that mess, especially since my life is just now about to start getting good.
     I know you have at least a million little angels.  If they're just sitting around playing cards or something, why not send them down too and have them put all those nasty demons in another dimension where they can't pester us any more.  The more the merrier, you're invited to bring the whole gang.
     Also, if it's in my authority I'd like to invite you into satan's strongholds, the catholic churches to do whatever you might like.  I'm sure it goes without saying, please cover me and my loved ones, and new wife.  I wonder what she knows right now.  I suspect satan isn't very pleased with me at the moment.  Please, Jesus, please, let me bring my sons and their families.  they were raised baptist and may believe the lie.  
     I realize it's going to take a bit of time to get the baptists and catholics straightened out.  I think we'd all be happy for you to come on for the 1,000 years just as soon as convenient.  Do I get a new nick name now?  Maybe I shouldn't, my head is already too big but could you let me know how I'll know the woman is the right one?   Please send a message through Mama.   Thanks, Your Friend,

 a Misfit Child of God

63. APOLOGY / WARNING TO PASTORS / IN THE SPIRIT TO UNDERSTAND THE SPIRIT

Email to 2 friends, apology to the world, IN THE SPIRIT TO UNDERSTAND THE SPIRIT, MESSAGE TO PASTORS

JAMES 5:16 "Therefore confess your sins to each other and pray for each other so that you may be healed."  I need someone to confess to and you two are the only people I can make a confession to.

Edit, I can confess to the whole world.

     I'm learning about much of the hidden meaning to the Bible and perhaps the breakthrough I'm after doesn't come in one big event but a bunch of little breakthroughs which, when combined, enable me and others to use the "keys to the kingdom".  MATTHEW 16:19 "I will give you the keys to the kingdom of heaven; what you bind on earth, I will bind in  heaven, what you loose on earth, I will loose in heaven."  I'm making a series of small breakthroughs as I come to understand the Bible better.  

     At my current level of understanding, I see much hidden meaning in the verse, James 5:16.  I see some proof against the commonly held misconception that christians can't have a demon, which I will elaborate on in my next posting and I see proof of the mysterious, spiritual truth that we must confess to others, not just God, to get the evil cleaned out and obtain healing.  As I saw in my own struggle with alcoholism, keeping it between God and me didn't do any good, it was only when going to A.A. and confessing to others that healing came.  Unfortunately, there's no prayer in A.A. but there could be in Celebrate Recovery where Jesus is welcome as are all problems, not just alcoholism and drug abuse.

     My faith is rising, as the prophets said it would and I'm tuning in the "spirit man" component of myself.  Maybe I don't go directly to God as did the prophets of old, that's not biblical, we have Jesus as our intercessor.  I don't know what I'm looking for but it's coming together, I'll get an idea, then realize, "No, there's more," or maybe, "I had that wrong, I need to go this way."  Jesus is guiding me and teaching me, coaching me and counseling me as I go, communicating with me by word of knowledge through a couple different sources, helping me unlock the treasure that is in the Bible as well as my personal quest for a compatible wife.  

     The spirit part of me vs. soul seems to be growing as I gain insight and concepts such as the fact that something mysterious and spiritual happens when baptized in the Spirit that makes understanding the Bible easier.  I'm wondering if there might be some trick verses that those without the baptism can't comprehend.  

     Here's a message to all those cessationist churches including the Baptists who believe the gifts of 1 CORINTHIANS 12 stopped with the disciples.  They don't want to see tongues, don't believe in them.  Yes, Paul teaches they're worthless in church without an interpreter, but they should be proof that the other 8 gifts may  also be alive and well.  I love seeing tongues as it seriously increased my faith the first time I came across them, something unexplainable by science, undeniable proof to me of God's existence.
     God won't do anything miraculous if we don't believe He will.  As I wrote earlier, belief is a big component of any miracle or healing and from watching Dr. Keyton, it seems either party of the two involved, the one doing or receiving prayer seems to be able to bring enough faith to make the miracle happen when we make that mysterious spiritual connection.  Putting a hand or hands on each other seems to be required to help the flow.  We live in a very mysterious world that science can't explain.  God made the rules, we have to learn them.
      I'm teaching people in my life how to pray for me and it's helping me get the demons out and making me feel better.  I'm going through another seriously bizarre experience right now, having trouble with doubt and unbelief, confusion, and anxiety, all names by the way for some of satan's troups.  Is this for real???  Jesus is talking to me and getting me regular messages???  Is this really happening???  I'm getting some acceptance of the circumstances since there are 3 other people involved and Jesus is covering me. He may have saved me from some serious spiritual evil yesterday by having me back off from rushing in to what may be one of satan's holdings.   Adam gave satan the deed to the earth, he has certain rights here.  I do believe God is going to bring me a woman with whom I will share near perfect compatibility and as happy a life as 2 people could want.   I'm half expecting to get locked up soon and definitely sometime in the future as 2 angels have been foretold for my future and it seems they often show up for jailbreaks, but numerous other times too.  I doubt they'll just drop by for coffee and cards.  

     Since the Baptists don't want to see tongues, the most common manifestation of a baptism of the spirit, very few of their pastors will be baptized in the Spirit.  Therefore, they won't be able to understand the Bible as they should as 1 CORINTHIANS 2:14 tells us:  "The person without the Spirit does not accept the things that come from the Spirit of God but considers them foolishness, and cannot understand them because they are discerned only through the Spirit."
     From a recent personal experience with a leader in the Baptist church who simply could not understand HEBREWS 6:4-6, regardless how I rephrased it for him, a warning verse: "It is impossible for those who have once been enlightened, who have tasted the heavenly gift, who have shared in the Holy Spirit, who have tasted the goodness of the word of God and the powers of the coming age and who have fallen away, to be brought back to repentance," I'm wondering if there may be "trick" verses that cannot be comprehended by those not baptized in the Spirit.
     This man is highly thought of by his  unbaptized in the Spirit pastor and others who know him but I was puzzled why he couldn't understand something that seemed crystal clear to me.  He couldn't understand the english regardless of how simple I made it.  Maybe satan has those not "in the Spirit" blinded to the meaning of the warning verses.   I want to research this with some devout unbelievers, this could be a big part of the breakthrough I'm after.

 Edit from 6-20-15  This may be my breakthrough or one of them.  The above verses clearly tell me that we can go to hell as true believers if we fall away.  I'm baptized in the Spirit, I've learned from my experience and others that we understand the Bible better.  There's some unexplainable spiritual thing that happens here.  Perhaps there are also verses that are "confounded" to those not in the Spirit.  A question for my reader, go back over Hebrews 6:4-6 above.  See if to you that means you can go to hell with true faith if you fall away from following God or if once you believe in Jesus, you're saved no matter what you might do.

     If these folks are not able to comprehend the warning verses in Hebrews, that would be the reason for their doctrine;  BAPTIST DOCTRINE:  "We believe the saints shall persevere in grace and not finally fall away," or as commonly stated in layman's terms. "Once saved, always saved."  As I state over and over, this is a license to sin.   Being vigorously honest as Jesus told me to do in my COUNSELING WITH THE HOLY SPIRIT / CODEPENDENCY posting, if I were absolutely certain of my salvation regardless of what I might do, I might go out and indulge my flesh a bit.  We should try to follow the rules to please God but we also need a little fear of God, one of the seven spirits of God goes by that name.  

     How many millions of christians believe this lie of satan and are on their way to hell because of it?  I suspect their pastors will get a lower level for having led them there.   I'm growing personally as I go here.  As Jesus told me, "BUILD DON'T BURN, GUIDE DON'T CHIDE," I need a gentler approach than one I just used.  In trying to discuss this with a Baptist preacher, I thought I was kicking butt for Jesus, but it didn't go well.  The local police department let me know yesterday if I make any further contact with that church, I'll be turned over to the FBI.  Sorry Jesus, I screwed up.  I had good intentions and you know how you could redeem the situation, I explained it to you last night, but it's up to you.  Aren't you and God glad you have me to help you out.  Thanks for making me so brilliant, humble too.   Yeah, I need to work on that.  

     Ok, here's my confession and what had been intended as a teaching message, but I let in satan's spirit named Anger as a result of an email from the pastor and behaved badly, I was a poor witness.  I'm truly sorry for my approach, will go at it differently at my next opportunity which may be coming up soon.

First email:
A TEACHING MESSAGE WITH SCRIPTURE FOR A PASTOR

  There's much the Bible doesn't tell us but Jesus still teaches his people who "move among" the gifts of 1 COR 12.  For instance, in these circles it's common knowledge that soul ties are formed and demon transfer occurs during sex.  Soul ties are the sharing of a piece of each others' soul, great in marriage, not good with multiple partners.  Look at my posting COUNSELING WITH THE HOLY SPIRIT / CODEPENDENCY and you'll see that Jesus had us renounce soul ties in his name, those in most mainstream churches have no idea about these things, they don't let Jesus in.  

     1 COR 2:14 "The person without the Spirit does not accept the things that come from the Spirit of God but considers them foolishness, and cannot understand them because they are discerned only through the Spirit." 

Edit from 6-26-15  Any true christian will have the Spirit and can understand the Bible, but for some unexplainable reason, it becomes more clear and understandable with the large dosing of the Spirit that happens with a baptism of the Spirit.  This "baptism" is certainly not necessary to be saved.

 In layman's terms, one must be baptized in the Spirit to fully understand the Bible.  See my posting # 20. EMAIL FROM A FRIEND, how he suddenly, as did I, understood the Bible much better after his baptism in the Spirit and received the gift of tongues.  An insatiable desire to read the Bible, listen to worship music, and witness about Jesus lingers for weeks or months after the baptism, and we all experience this. 

     Those in the know believe that one should be baptized in the Spirit to be qualified to teach the Bible and it's a requirement for Pentecostal churches, as evidenced by tongues.  The implication here though is that all upper leadership in cessationist churches can't know this because they haven't had the baptism of the Spirit.  They don't know what it is, they don't believe in it, Jesus doesn't show up in their churches, if they do stumble across his power, they may think it's satanic because they don't believe it exists. 
     I disagree with the Pentecostal church policy as the Holy Spirit will distribute the gifts as he sees fit, I received word of knowledge and had a prophetic experience, but no tongues, both latent for 3 1/2 years since the time I went astray, yet my partner in sin, Chris, kept her gifts of tongues, interpreting them and prophecy.  She facilitates my counseling sessions with Jesus.   

1 Corinthians 12:7-11New King James Version (NKJV)

7 But the manifestation of the Spirit is given to each one for the profit of all:8 for to one is given the word of wisdom through the Spirit, to another the word of knowledge through the same Spirit, 9 to another faith by the same Spirit, to another gifts of healings by the same[a] Spirit, 10 to another the working of miracles, to another prophecy, to another discerning of spirits, to another different kinds of tongues, to another the interpretation of tongues. 11 But one and the same Spirit works all these things, distributing to each one individually as He wills.

I explained earlier that the Holy Spirit isn't a separate being as distorted by satan's main religion, catholicism, but is Jesus's spirit.  John 16:13 "But when he, the spirit of truth comes, he will guide you in all truth.  He will not speak on his own; he will speak only what he hears and he will tell you what is yet to come.  He will glorify me because it is from me he will receive what he will make known to you.  All that belongs to the Father is mine.  that is why I said that the Spirit will receive from me what he will make known to you."

     I don't have any idea about the history of the gifts, if they were turned off for centuries or not, many churches deny their current existence but I know with absolute certainty they are back and going strong, have been for many years.  God is pouring out His spirit on all people right now as we approach the tribulation period, I think imminently just based on what He's doing with me. 

     From the prophet Joel, repeated by Paul in Acts 2:17 - 26

Acts 2:17-26New King James Version (NKJV)

17 ‘And it shall come to pass in the last days, says God,
That I will pour out of My Spirit on all flesh;
Your sons and your daughters shall prophesy,
Your young men shall see visions,
Your old men shall dream dreams.
18 And on My menservants and on My maidservants
I will pour out My Spirit in those days;
And they shall prophesy.
19 I will show wonders in heaven above
And signs in the earth beneath:
Blood and fire and vapor of smoke.
20 The sun shall be turned into darkness,
And the moon into blood,
Before the coming of the great and awesome day of the Lord.
21 And it shall come to pass
That whoever calls on the name of the Lord
Shall be saved.’[a]

   If I were one of these cessationist pastors, I'd be very concerned about teaching error which I know with certainty they are.  See below the Baptist constitutional statement. 

8. We believe the saints shall persevere in grace and not finally fall away. 
"Once saved, always saved" in layman's terms."

Fair warning to teachers: 
James 3:1

3 My brethren, let not many of you become teachers, knowing that we shall receive a stricter judgment.

    But many do fall away, go astray and don't come back.  I went astray, my gifts stopped but I'm back.  Does anyone leave and live in sin?  Perhaps continue in their beliefs?  See my posting #62 HOW TO GET TO HELL WITH TRUE FAITH where I present the warning scriptures of Hebrews stating that with certain behaviors, even though faith continues, salvation will be lost.  At this writing, I'm suspecting these messages may not be comprehensible to those not baptized in the Spirit.

     About your sermon source.  It is incorrect.  There is much misinformation on biblical topics and I point out much error in my blog.  For instance, in your description of Lucifer, Ezekiel 28:13, your translation said sprockets and mountings, mistranslated from tabrets and pipes from the King James version, not settings for precious stones but musical instruments, Lucifer had musical instruments built into his body, the director of the heavenly choir. 

     I also point out other translation errors in angel naming from Ephesians 6:12 in posting on ANGELS.  My calling has been to get to an ultra high level of Bible understanding for some sort of breakthrough, I know much of the Bible well, will never know it all, hidden meaning all over as I point out should you read through the blog.

    I should work on being more civil, less proud and arrogant of the job God has called me for.  By the way, I have a true calling from God as given me by a prophetic word from Dr. Bree Keyton in S.C., the same message delivered with different words, by three Healing House prophets in Loveland CO.  Jesus does not communicate with me just by scripture though I study it much every day, receive messages but not directions, I take some guidance by what he puts in front of me.  I hear from Jesus by 3 different servants of his with specific words and phrases, directions, feedback, i.e."personal messages are for me, not to be shared with community," delivered at the same time I got a cold shoulder from him and the word, "glibness," which told me about needing to edit my blog.  See my 2 counseling sessions with Jesus via Chris through her gifts, COUNSELING WITH THE HOLY SPIRIT / CODEPENDENCY and BUILD DON'T BURN, GUIDE DON'T CHIDE.  Those are Jesus's words through a servant with gifts of tongues, interpreting them and prophecy.  You should really take me very seriously.  Do you get it?  I'm not making this up.  This isn't fiction.  God has me on a for real end times mission and is communicating with me regularly.  It appears I'm being raised as an end times prophet either onee of many Elijah's from MALACHI 4:5 or possibly the Elijah.  There is much supernatural in my life from God regularly.  I think you should reflect on this a bit and consider how serious it is.  You aren't hearing from the ultimate authority, you aren't even baptized in the Spirit, brother, you aren't qualified for your job. 

     I'm not an individual out to make enemies in my new community because I've read my Bible a bit and think I see some error.  I'd have said nothing, I'd have dropped this when I tried to politely clue you in a couple Sundays ago with a copy of my posting SOURCE OF DEMONS.  I'm making an issue of this from my authority as a representative of God.  

     I was nothing but polite to ******, should have used nicer verbage with you, may have anonymously called him clueless, you as well in my blog.  I'm not bringing charges against you or anyone else.  I don't want to join your church.  I am a true servant of God in communication with Jesus regularly and I'm trying to warn you that your eternal soul is in danger from the false doctrine the Baptist organization teaches.  you should take this to the top.  I've given you scriptural support for everything I say.  

     It's in the blog.  The demons Jesus drove out would have been strongholds of hundreds or thousands.  Infer something from JAMES 5:16, "Therefore confess your sins to each other, pray for one another and be healed."  It's all in the blog.  What's being healed.  Is something causing the malady?  Like what?  A demon maybe?  Actually a numbe rof demons because unless it's a huge or unusually powerful one, one won't be noticed, only when they get to strongholds do they make changes in behavior.  See my posting # 57. HOLY SPIRIT AND DEMON(II) for info from an expert who's figured out that all your mainstream thought is wrong. 

     Jesus seems to have approved of my posting 53. BAPTIST CHURCH, SATAN'S SOCIAL CLUB, but I don't get all the feedback I like and no direct personal communication.  That's turned off because I think I'm supposed to break through to God the Father without intercession from Jesus.  I assumed he approved only because "communication lines" or feelings of my go between seemed good, not cold as when message "glibness" was delivered. 

YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED, YOU WILL BE HELD ACCOUNTABLE.

Edit: not in email, my intent here is "held accountable by God."  I was unchristian in my approach here, might have done some good had I tried to be more like Jesus was to individuals in this situation vs. taking Jesus's approach with the leaders of his day.  I'm not Jesus, just a very flawed servant of his, certainly not in a position of his righteousness or authority.

Now, I'd be happy to loan you a serious book on spiritual warfare and again will offer to teach your teachers or you could get the info from my blog.  I might like to drop in for a service from time to time unless you ban me.  In that case, I will ask, is it God's church, satan's church or your church?  Your church is at zero level vs. level one I have to really seek out to find.  That's why I see different levels.  Satan owns your church and most across America and you are spreading his lies.  I seriously think your eternal soul may hinge on making some serious changes.  I expect to hear from God soon about timing, I think from my self and info I sift through the tribulation starts in earnest next fall.  I hope I'm wrong.

Next email:  

HEBREWS 6:4-6

     See if you're as clueless as ****** and can twist this around to mean that it's impossible for you not be be saved once you're saved.  I suspect a lot of Baptist pastors will have a long time in a dark lonely place to reflect on the error of their teaching.  I suggest you start taking me very seriously real soon.  I work for God at His calling, not on my own.  I did volunteer years ago for whatever He might want to use me for, but I did not seek out this job, it's really messing up what were my personal plans.  You work for money, have yourself a nice cushy job and a social club.  

Next email:

CALL ME PLEASE

I'm close by and flexible, can come in about anytime.  You may have a big part to play, I'm not sure.  You need to understand what's going on here.  I am an introvert.  I want to be left alone, and I leave people alone.  I don't like when people trespass on my property and I'll respect theirs.  I was hoping to start a new life here, get some rental income going, try to do a relationship the right way for once, meet my last wife, work in the garden, can some food, go play, have some sex, meet some friends, go to church on Sunday.  Get the idea!

     Did God call you or did you imagine God called you?  You are a charismatic man, good in front of a crowd, have a nice job, respected in the community, etc.  God called me and I'm doing his job.  It is for real, numerous other people involved not a figment of my imagination or insanity on my part.  I'm supposed to learn the Bible extremely well and expect some sort of breakthrough.  I have been very frustrated, not sure just what I'm looking for, living a miserable lonely life, not having sex, or dates, getting up sometimes the night before to work on this stuff.  I'm not joking about the woman stuff in the blog, I think God has her tied to the breakthrough.  I may have made the intellectual part.  Our bodies by Einstein's theory are nothing more than super slowed down energy, so slow that it hardens.  Jesus has put one step in front of the other, leading me through this.  At the moment I'm at a stopping point, I'll say what now God?  and soemthing will come up that seems obvious, posting topics, etc. 

     Oh yeah the breakthrough.  God is spirit.  Jesus is an angel.  i think the deal I'm t get to is the discovery that we are also angels.  Puny ones at the bottom of the chain, trapped in these bodies till they die, but angels nonetheless.  It seems to be the intellectual breakthrough because I could study the Bible for life and probaly not get all the hidden meaning.  Beats me why God did that, I'm learning lots of strange stuff about how God seems to work.  I have, may be recovered from codependency.  i cry every day, I don't really want to be doing this, I want a woman in my life, I want sex, but don't dare break the rules now that God has tricked me into teaching the world by way of the blog.  I'm learnig all this deep stuff by what he leads me to write and personal experience.  Whoever knows better gets beat more, that's a verse, whoever teaches gets judged more harshly.

     I don;'t like conflict, shy away from it, don't like to manage people, normally worked alone, even building houses, other than mechanical subs, made a lot of money though because I'm smart, figure things out.  I don't know why me, maybe because I've been dead, hung on a tree as a kid in serious pain with a total abusive sorry piece of humanity for a father.  

     i think I get the woman now, because Jesus just broke his normal rules and gave me some specific information on where she lives.  I've never seen him get specific before.   I'll have to have some sexual relief to stop lusting and if I'm supposed to clean up for God, that'll only happen with a wife.  Hiawasee is my tip on where she lives, so I narrowed my posting down, put it all out there to weed out most women who won't fit, think God may still give her the magic question so we don't have to do the normal year of getting to know each other, time seems to be of essence.   Maybe I get laid soon instead of years.  I can't tell people what my life is about, they think I'm nuts.   I'm having myself a miserable life, but will do whatever God wants, it's making the concept of eternity a real thing for me.  Oh well , a miserable 4 more years or so till I get my head cut off, then it's supposed to get good.  I can't kill myself , will get hell for that.      How about we try to work together,  maybe keep you out of hell for misleading people, unknowingly teaching them bullshit, save some souls.  I don't know what next for me.  I get burned out on looking for all this detail in the Bible, trying to figure out I'm not sure what, wouldn't mind with a wife I could get along with.  i hate my life right now.  Give me a call

     

Next email:

A LITTLE BREAKTHROUGH

I gnaw and chew on and puzzle over and have these little breakthroughs.  False modesty aside, I guess I'm brilliant.  The words are for real.  It is a very puzzling mysterious world we live in and I'm just starting to get it myself.  I read this stuff, Jesus seems to be guiding me.  I read earlier about our 3 parts, flesh, mind and soul.  The physical man can't understand the spiritual stuff.  THAT IS TRUE  We only see things though from the perspective of the physical man because most of us don't get past it.  I can't explain it logically, it's God's world and I'm just getting some grasp of it all.  God may have thousands of earths going on, He doesn't manage all the detail.  How can He, or Jesus be with everybody at once?  I don't think high level math can explain that although going back and forth into the future, yes but not the past.  I don't think He can see every possible outcome for everything or He wouldn't do so many things He regrets, making Saul king, making us, sending the watchers down, but He didn't send them down, they came on thier own and hijacked some bodies for sex with women, archangels, bad asses.  Jude 6 and 7  He chained themn up for sex sin like sodom and Goorrah, they made the giants, their immortal souls passing through fathers, our souls go through fathers, created teh demons when the nephilim died, but only paternal lineage, the others with motal souls Repahim, same size and look but no demons.  Nephilim may still bve with us. 

   Anyway, sorry , I wander, maybe ****** isn't quite the idiot he seemed to me, he's not baptized in the spirit so for some mystical spiritual reason, just can't see what is plain as day to me.  You probably can't either.  That verse, you have to be in the Spirit to understand it, I've been using the words, but it just sunk in.

    Weird stuff about pryer too.  We have to confess sin to get better and have somebody else pray it out, it doesn't work when we try to do ourselves.  God put this together, gave me reason to make us butt heads with posting against baptist churc, another leading.  Welcome to my weird, supernatural world buddy.  Some sort of sp;iritual thing happ[ens when we p;ray with others, I don't understand, am just learning the rules.  We'll have to go over verses and see how each of us interprets them. 
Start with Hebrews 6:4-6, google warning verses in Hebrews.  It's clear to me that our salvation can be lost, but I understood that before baptism when baptist preacher said it at a suicide.  This could be interesting. 

   

 Next email:

THIS COULD BE THE BREAKTHROUGH I'M AFTER

I apologize for getting ready to call down fire from heaven and fry your butt in the first couple emails.  I thought I found something huge in the fact that we're tiny angels, but thinking it through, anybody should be able to accept that, we have a spirit, that's an angel, just a matter of perspective, sure all spirits are angels, nothing huge there.  Maybe there are "trick" verses that one must be baptized in the spirit to get.

     Baptists don't "allow" tongues as I understand it.  Tongues are the most common manifestation of a baptism in the spirit.  I raised muy kids in a Baptist church, other than that and a couple other points, I had not huge disagreement with the teaching.  

     There was the time I pointed out all the discrepancies in the Bible, after the pastor said it's the inerrant, infallible word of God.  In a small group, I started asking him about errors, How did Judas die.  "Hanged himself?"  I can say, "I have inerrant infallible proof he fell down in the field of blood and spilled his guts out."  Many more, he finally said, "Don't look so hard for errors."  

     I'm after something huge, don't know what it is, don't know why Jesus can't tell me, maybe part of the deal about satan having the deed to the earth.  The rules seem to be that I have to uncover something on my own, Jesus can give me feedback, put things in front of me, give me counseling, etc. but can't come right out and tell me. 

     Maybe I don't become a modern day prophet and go talk to God, maybe I turn up something like this.  It exasperated me trying to talk to ******, I rephrased for him, eliminated clauses, "It is impossible for those who've been in deep and fallen away to be brought back to repentance," i.e. and he still couldn't get it.  I assume that none or very few baptist pastors are baptized in the spirit since tongues happen most of the time it occurs, so if you can't see or understand the warning verses, that could be my breakthrough.  

     From my own point of view and as I wrote in the blog in my posting, if I were sure of "once saved, always saved," and I put it in spanish at an attempt at humor, I might go out and indulge my flesh every now and then, give myself something to look forward to on friday nights e.g.  (There's a small informal prostitution business of some sort going on in town, $30 for a mexican woman, I learned about from a mexican lumber yard worker, *****and I were teasing with).  That belief, also as stated in your doctrine is a license to sin.  Maybe you guys can't understand something and it's all over your church.  Let's sit down and see how we interpret some verses.  

     

NEVERMIND ME!!!!

 I just got a warning message .  I'm not to seek you out.  Do not meet with me because I asked for it.  Invite me in only if you want to talk to me.  ******* *** *** ****

In his service, a Misfit Child of God