7. OUR CORRUPT LEGAL SYSTEM, BEHAVING BADLY

     Taking on the anti Christ in my blog came a couple mos. after my first trip to jail. It wasn’t my first experience with jail. 14 years prior for my second DUI, (that CO knew about) I’d been sentenced to a week in jail which I was allowed to serve over 3 weekends. I wasn’t happy about it but felt it just and thought the treatment I received was fair.
    I’d been attending AA when that experience happened and it was the kick in the butt I needed to get serious with the program and I sobered up for the second half of my sons’ childhood and kicked smoking 2 years later.
   I was shocked at the treatment during the current stay, the grueling 6 to 14 hour intake process, sitting in a hard plastic chair in between various intake functions, the bullying nature of some of the guards and the nasty, verbally abusive judge. This didn’t seem like treatment with the assumption of innocence until proven guilty.
   I was outraged because I wasn’t at her house at all, the entire incident was a bad dream from a woman with a guilty conscious, avoiding what I've come to admit was verbally abusive behavior on my part, though at the time I felt completely innocent,  and the police report was totally distorted, full of misstatements and lies. This terrified woman was a well hidden compulsive liar. It was a mutli generation disorder, curse or family spirit depending on your perspective, (secular or spiritual). She’d once told me she could no more stop her lying than I could turn off my obsessive episodes.
         This was a glamorous, gorgeous successful woman in a public position. I think many of us carry open wounds from childhood or life experiences we try to keep hidden from the world. Much as Alcoholics Anonymous is a spiritual program for the recovery of alcoholism, I think many of these wounds will only be healed by spiritual help, not drugs. Drugs may mask some symptoms but won’t heal the initial wound and may cause some problems of their own.
     While in jail I read in the Bible Roman’s 12:19 “Do not take revenge my dear friends, but leave room for God’s wrath, for it is written: “It is mine to avenge; I will repay.” Says the Lord.” I left jail with forgiveness but something that looked like theft to me on my wife's part had happened while I was locked up.
     She'd trudged uphill 1/3 mile through knee deep snow to take a $1,500 bicycle I'd bought her, the ownership of which we were disputing.  My reasoning was that since all her "promises" had become conditional on any change in circumstances, I should also be able to indulge in this conditional thinking and keep the bicycle which had been a gift.  I didn’t forgive her taking the bike and went into attack mode on the blog, still anonymous at that time though and wrote stories about my jail experience, detailed misstatements in the police report, the nasty judge, and my perception of civil rights violations.
    I was feeling wronged by an individual as well as the system. I certainly wasn’t manifesting the peace that’s supposed to come from knowing Jesus and being forgiving. In hindsight I clearly see that’s what I should have been doing and that’s what the instructions prior to this from my mountain mentor, “Let the Word do the work,” meant.
     I contacted an attorney and mentioned something about civil rights violations. He told me that infractions are so common now you won’t get anywhere with legal action. I heard many stories from others of mis treatment.
    In a bit of smugness or perhaps arrogance, wanting my wife to see I was writing on line about our circumstances which could become very embarrassing to her without anonymity, I sent an email right before going to GA, telling her to get her answer to something off my blog.  That was the trip where I stumbled across Dr. Bree Keyton, the trip the Healing House grandma prophet had seen. I hadn't been clear on the email contact being a violation of the restraining order and was contacted by an officer who told me to report to jail when I returned.
   It was during this trip I wrote the previously described stories on Catholicism and began a rather deluded series of postings about the modern day Jezebel vs. Elijah fight.
     Before going back to jail I wrote several postings about our legal system, demanded to be treated with the presumption of innocence, etc.  I probably shouldn’t have written that I was going to take down that arrogant, abusive judge. That did increase my readership by a few members of the FBI though. I was delighted as I was going to give them proof of injustices being done, expecting them to swoop in and take over local law enforcement.
     My second trip, I’d thought would be a quick in and out turned into 18 days. I certainly wasn’t stoned in jail, but was outraged and manic.
    The jail psychiatrist made some mis statement in a report about my behavior being erratic when off my meds. I was asking for my meds though which weren’t provided. The forced cut off caused serious dizziness and headaches. I later learned that these very meds tended to cause mania.
    It was this trip where I met a guy who’d been in 4 years who, like me, hadn’t been there for the original accusation. Apparently he’d fought back a bit too hard. I saw the police report of the lady officer communicating with a peer, asking him to let her know if he appeared to be coming up with 750K bail as she might be able to find some more charges. I think that’s illegal.
     In another report I saw, an officer admits to “skip kicking him a couple times trying to elicit a response.” He didn’t mention though another report did, that they’d just tazed him 27 times. He was comatose and they were skip kicking him. They’d thought he had a gun but he hadn’t.
     He had court documents proving violation of right to speedy trial and other civil rights infractions. A few years prior our jail, county and police system were fined 10 million in the case of a man named Ted Masters who’d served 10 years for a murder he hadn’t committed. His civil rights had been thoroughly violated as had my friend's.
     I met another man who’d been brutalized by the canine unit of another local police department. He’d once sold drugs but had been clean. He was still being followed by undercover officers and started taking pictures of them. They didn’t like that and arrested him on some made up charge.
During the grueling intake, he was asked if he’d like to participate in a canine training exercise. He thought this might give him a break so he agreed. I saw the puncture wounds. They’d let the dog chew him up pretty badly before calling it off.
     I had some money at the time and offered to help both these guys. I was going to get a civil rights attorney and bring local government to justice again. Of course I was to get 15% of any settlements for my efforts so thought I was about to be a rich man.
    I was writing up agreements with these guys and getting documents from them. When an attempt was made to institutionalize me, I figured big brother knew what I was up to via the constant camera monitoring and was going to lock me up and throw away the key.
   Then there was the falsified report from the jail shrink who was in contact with my wife, something of a peer of hers with input from a local liberal therapist who had seen both of us. I'd visited this therapist and she didn't think that what I saw as borderline pedophilia, causing a late stage oedipal complex in a 14 year old boy, was unusual.  She admitted to being naked with her 40 year old son when he'd come for visits and thought this fine too.
     I didn’t know where it was coming from but they seemed inclined to keep me locked up a long time. I was in a state of fear, certainly not peace.
     I still don’t know if anything was going on behind the scenes or not but the intake woman from the institute and I connected. She was a Christian and didn’t consider me crazy because of having heard from God. I felt God had placed her in my path.
     In my 18 day stay, I ate everything they fed me but lost 8 pounds. I had a bit of a street ministry going at the time and heard from one young man who’d had a 2 or 3 month stay that he’d lost 30 pounds.
     I went on a campaign against local law enforcement suggesting satan was taking over our legal system. Maybe he is but I’m sure I looked like an insanely deluded fool to most of my readers.
The blog was getting several hundred hits a day. There I was in a weakened spiritual state taking on satan with one hand and the local government with the other. I submitted a suggested settlement to the county commissioners for the man in for 4 years, and sent them emails like, “Who’s responsible for starving the inmates? Someone has to have approved of this. Surely it can’t be legal. Someone should do time.”
    I was living in fear and paranoia. I published that if anything happened to me I blamed my wife and the local legal system. I’d had to clean my house of guns but put weapons like hammers and other tools at strategic points in my house. I thought I’d had a break in. I was a mess.
     I shouldn’t have written that I always carried a knife. I had a large folding knife I used daily with construction work, but I claimed it as a weapon. I carried it all the time and without thinking took it to a pre trial check up as I mentioned in a previous posting.
     On the way out I was told I shouldn’t have it on me. I apologized and said I wouldn’t bring it back. At my next court date to set up the trial time, they locked me up for another week because of the knife. I was getting a substantial build up of bond money as I’d have to post more for each of these incidences.
     I kept visiting the Healing House prophets and called an acquaintance of my helper who’d seen the demon. She had a prophetic radio blog and was one of the prophets who told me "Jesus has pulled all the teeth from the lion, you'll run across the river in joy and victory." I took this to mean I'd be taking down the local legal system and getting a huge settlement.  That might have happened but I read too much into their messages and did a foolish thing.  It was then that I cut off the ankle monitor and they had me.
     I'd wanted my day in court, had paid the lawyer's fee, was going to expose all the lies of my wife and get cleared of this mess, but since I cut off the monitor, I could either take a year's probation or go to jail for a year, then take a year's probation,  I thought it might be wise to take probation at this point.
     A note about our govenment.  As most people know, the constitution is all but gone.  Under the guise of counter terrorism, our government can do about anything they want to anyone. The conspiracy theory folks seem to be gaining mainstream acceptance.  In the last few days prior to this editing, I've heard from 3 new acquaintances that some sort of dollar devaluation or major economic upheaval is in the works for next fall.  There's the jade Helm 15 exercise planned for 3 western states which looks suspiciously like training for martial law.  It might be a good time to move assets out of dollars but do your own research and pray about this.